SO CUTE

I told myself that it is just a temporary ignorance. But it looks like really my presence in this scene is not needed anymore.

No wonder what wetai said is true: its no use looking after everything since they could finish it themselves. And it seems they do not want me to meddle with it either.

when i woke up with no one calling me, i know something was really wrong.

i think its high time to focus on my academics and not bother this thing anymore. i don't see my need to be present, even for the opening ceremony.

perhaps, it is a new beginning after the closure of passion. and the opening of np children society.

breko. niceee?
potato flower
any pork chop for you?
standard chartered marathon. so fun rtiee.
looking lost.

some updates

well. this holiday break has been rather relaxing. waking up at 12noon and sleeping at 3plus.



hahas. and slacking all the way, waiting for projects to start.



-emarketing? Hmmms

-mrsh? Erms. still haben settle.

-human comm? starting soon?

-sales management. finding for sales managers. oh my tian!

- SM grp project - everyone seem to forget about it

-marcom - ermmm MIA la... even i forgot abt the online meeting! poor xueni who remembered and waited =.=



did some computer cleanup though. Contracted a scary virus/malware with winter.exe in my computer. It was a real nightmare, cleaning the virus, because it disabled my control panel, and no access to change my clock/timer.



And Symantec.com, antivirus websites were all BLOCKED. What page cannot be displayed. Nonsense.



Bought a new portable hard disk. Now my com has more space. :) And a source of backing up all my files! *although i know hard disk drives do spoil too. *choy*~ hahahas,



Went out with chuan and got the hard disk drive and a new bag. The new bag is ex though. =X $40 for a leather quality bag. Haix... i spent $105+40 =$145! in just a day/// =.=



And went out with weitai f0r a focus grp. a interesting 1 though. Now i know the saatchi labs have a ulu office at old school, near mount senai. Hate that place's steep steps and scary feeling. especially climbing down the steps.

watched the national treasures 2. nice@!! and 4/5 stars. and went to have a jap lunch. nice but expensive... hahahs

SCARY

Well watch @ your own risk.

youtubing

wow... had lots of time youtubing last night to watch people's production put online (NP - Ngee Ann Poly). Saw Huiwen's entry appear on search results... LOL

Then its like managed to chance upon an IAC project on branded goods. - quite typical la. But the highlight was on the Gatsby advert (modified). Was like LOLing lors... when it was being broadcasted. I went to convert the video and cut out the advert... :)

Well, the guy's size is abit like mine la. but... its NOT me ok! enjoy! :)

FUNNY. and very like my projects... LOL

end of sem...

is coming! medical checkup, common test, projects... piling...

well what i have on hand

*SM individual assignment :(
*MRSH fieldwork. getting tired in fighting for the qns. like they all the grp most superb eh? LOL. then its like so tiring lorr
*MRSH analysis :(

Ngee Ann Jacket

Is it really a sign of your status? I feel sad for those jacket chasers who join for the sake of the FREE jacket.

My personality

The Melancholic Personality

Your personality can best be described as melancholic.

You are the introvert, the thinker and the pessimist.
Your personality strengthsYou are deep, thoughtful and analytical.
You are both serious and purposeful and are prone to genius.
You are talented and creative with an artistic or musical leaning. You can be both philosophical and poetic. You have a good appreciation of beauty.
You are sensitive to others and can be self-sacrificing, conscientious and idealistic.

Your strengths at home
You set high standards and want everything done right.
You keep the home in good order and will pick up after children if you have any.
You will sacrifice your own will for others and you encourage scholarship and talent.

Your strengths at work
You are extremely schedule oriented and always economical.
As a perfectionist you set high standards and are always conscious of details.
You are persistent, thorough, orderly, organised and always neat and tidy.
You can always get to the root of a problems and find creative solutions.
You need to finish what you start and have a love of charts, graphs, figures and lists.

Your strengths in relationships
You make friends cautiously, are content to stay in the background and you avoid attracting attention.
You are faithful and devoted and will listen to complaints.
You can solve other's problems, have a deep concern for other people and are often moved to tears with compassion. You are seeking your ideal mate.
Your personality weaknessesYou can be moody and depressed often remembering the negatives. You enjoy being hurt and have false humility.
You have a low self-image and suffer from selective hearing.
You are self-centred, too introspective and are often off in another world.
You have guilt feelings, a persecution complex and tend towards hypochondria.

Your weaknesses at home
You often put goals beyond reach and may discourage children if you have any.
You can be far too meticulous.
You have a tendency to become the martyr and often sulk over disagreements.
You can put guilt upon children if you have any.

Your weaknesses at work
You are not people oriented and prefer to be involved with things rather than people.
You are often depressed over imperfections but you seek out or choose difficult work.
You are hesitant to start projects, spend too much time planning and you prefer analysis to work.
You are self-deprecating and hard to please and often set your standards too high. You have a deep need for approval.

Your weaknesses in relationships
You live through others, are insecure socially and are often withdrawn and remote. You are critical of others and hold back affection.
You dislike those in opposition, are suspicious of people and you can be antagonistic and vengeful.
You are unforgiving, full of contradictions and sceptical of compliments.

http://www.hippy.freeserve.co.uk/profileq.htm

busy like mad

mrsh nearly killed me alive. all because of determine sample size... zzzz LOL

glad that art of love event ended, left opening ceremony to go...

many thanks to my main committee - evangeline, alisa, grace, aiknen, jiafeng, pearlyn, daniel, gerry, weitai who worked very, very hard to acheive the event day! :]

ibs :(

stupid namecard.

missing slippers madness

beware of putting slippers worth $50 outside your house! LOL

Things are better left unsaid

There is always something that a lot of people tell me: some things are left better unsaid. hahas. i think most of us agree bahx

when it was the most stressful timing, and things don go as smooth as wanted. a powerpoint slide could not reach me. so i was all frustrated. and i realised that AOL showed all my fellow members true colours and intentions for the project.

it was a very painful experience to know some of my fellow member's true objective of joining AOL or perhaps another strong factor that is overpowering them.

if you choose to defy my instructions or not bothering me, i am just simply disappointed in you.

ultimately, we need to face the advisor. if i ask you to come and see him, please try to make time to see him. or else whatever message i convey will be heard halfheartedly.

*huiwen - sorry for making you angry. i did not intend to do it. anyway, the entry was edited le. :) good job for the entry you have done. there were some changes in the information, so i held back it.

Monday Blues

i was so shocked that she would post such a entry with EVERYTHING inside.

today is a tiring day, as usual.

monday blues.

help, i need something to cheer me up!

busyyy ]:

welll really been busy. since school started. art of love is turning me crazy! zzzz lol

assignments on hand

1. human comm assignment 1

2. IBS write up

3. marcom video assignment

4. e marketing presentation (on monday) + report to be done.

5. Marketing research huge project + proposal


OH MY 天！
Art of 爱！

what is exactly trust?


i am still seeking an answer. if i trust someone that he will do the job, will he do it? I have waited to 2 weeks, and yet it is still not sent out. Can i just say i trust him or her and wait for 1 year before he produces the result?

it's not i don't trust you. it's you who failed to produce the results.

working at the Helpdesk

=]

I LOVE working at helpdesk. LOL. Love to help to solve all the computer problems.

Art of Love Committee Formation Meeting

passing the rubber band =D


[:

frustrated

like its my fault like that. fancy on msn being so rude and all. i think i should stay away from any outings with her along. only know how to spoil my mood.

and juz concerned only. tried sending her a zip file. well, according to her, cannot open. which i have no idea WHY. cause now ALL win XP can open zip files except hers.

she reject it nvm liao lor. still dare to scold me, mind you, the pics i offered to send you. i am GIVING you sth and I am not wanted you a favour or something. must you need to be so rude and use CAPS on msn and scream and shout at me?

and she is not repentent either. i commented she was rude and i am tired of talking to her. then she say don talk lor. that kind of thing. she is not the person i used to know her. has power changed her? does it mean u got experience in sth mean u can treat me like peanuts? i knew you didnt like me much. now i am regretting why i always treated u like a fren when u treated me as a groupmate.

all of sudden, i was thinking why i was singing praises of her when it was early this year - 2007. i maybe lame at times, and she also don like my sense of humour either.

i really dread facing her on wed. i feel like just skipping the meeting and just go to work. its so damn irritating! has she learnt sth called respect to seniors? and she made so much mess. such tt wt and i have to clear it up, yet she still thinks she is still in the right.

ARRGGGGH

Sentosa Trip

don anyhow bite horss
WAH>.... what are they looking at?
hahahas... ben & jerry rocks!
gerry + kc = ?
jiahui emoing

Well, I was being buried! zzzz. and it was still very fun though, at the waters, salty water, and squeezing at the family fair, and queueing at the food stalls, skyriding, riding the luge - sorry guys for being slowww.. my luge was stuck at the grass... had to move it out before I can continue. Poor Gerry's HP lost ]: STUPID person who stole his phone... zZzzzzzZZz

*Thanks to xiao ting for inviting us to go for her keppel offshore family day =D

Jeffrey's Birthday =D

our wishes
kc,yq
好幸福的感觉...
4 of us. me,yq,kc,jeff
with his cousins

*thanks jeff for your hospitality during your birthday party! may all ur wishes & dreams come true! =D

Killer

i hope its not WT the killer =X

Movie Outing

had a fun time. and i loved the movie DETECTIVE.... so scary and nice. =D. GOOD plot.

ICE PALACE =D

wenjie,maureen,kwanchet,derrick,huiwen,zara,gerry,me,tony,melise
nice pic hor? melise,huiwen,kc,gerry,zara,maltise
who did maureen saw?
say HI@!
haiyo/// derrick.. .stop gaying with KC le!

ice skating & survey

Went ice skating with kc, derrick, maureen, melise, gerry, wenjie, zara and huiwen. Tony came in later.

So it like my first time in lifetime skating. zzzz. Then I cannot balance! :( Had to use the handrail to rescue myself.

I would like to thank wenjie, gerry and kc who offered to hold me while i was at some precarious areas whereby I have to move away from the crowd who were leaning at the sides while I was trying to shoo them off.

My legs and wrists damn pain la! =.=

Then later it was a nonsense education survey @ lavender MRT area and back to my work :)

AND PASSION SYNERGY BLOG was revamped by ME :) Yay! Quite nice right. not so hard to navigate le bahx. The girls will improve on it bahx.. hahahahs.

Post Camp Chalet Day 3

I was woken up by Daniel. Lucky he sort of woke me up suah! Need to go back NP for my interview... lol.

then went old chang kee to buy some breakfast. and off to school! was so tiring. I was fast asleep in the mrt cross legged on the floor until Clementi mrt.

the interview did not turn out very good. Firstly, the interview was at 11am but i reached at 11.20 plus. So the interviewer was like a bit pissed.

Then he was asking some questions about some things I mentioned like confirming with me I know how to install a new OS. Then it was like i was disgusted with the way he asked me -

"Are you sure that you are able to blahx?"

Me: "zzzz - in mind." "Firm reply - yes."

So he was critising me about my punctuality and i was like =.=

hahahahs. i was thinking he might not want me le. hahahas.

then siti from premiercorps kept calling me lor... ask me a lot of advice... lol

After helping her, i could not take it anymore. Sleeping time!

LOL

Post Camp Chalet Day 2

Day 2 was more of a time for us to sleeep. Cause day 1 never sleep enough. Haahah. Then its like we woke up in the morning to have breakfast. But it was like only me, aik nen, melise, maureen, kwan chet only. Daniel wanted to go, but he became the watchdog to take care of the chalet and we go pack back for him.

Then we were still discussing about melise's games. hahahas. After that we went back lor... everyone was still sleeping soundly. hahas... i also became tired and fell asleep. Then it was like 1-2 plus when we woke up and KC told me to go take our bbq food le. ahahas.

then its like we were a bit lost when we were finding the shop. KC alighted 1 stop early and what we saw are all private houses and not shophouses. lol

so kc go call his friend lor.. Found out we were 1 stop early and walked down the road to find the place. we walked too fast and missed the shop... zzz and finally we found the shop while we were walking back.

Then the person forget to heat up our satay sauce. LOL. So we waited for it. The wait for bus damn long! Cause only one bus that goes back to bedok MRT. lol.

When we were back to chalet.. its all about the preparations lor... go rent pit, then go prepare charcoal....

and special thanks to daniel, huiwen, kwan chet... who dirtied their hands to get the fire started. and daniel, huiwen, von who cooked the food for us. And huiwen is so damn pro with fire starters! hahas... see her dissolve the starter... like so professional. hahahas.

then there were some surprises and some came, some did not come in the end, but it all managed to balance everything. :)

and wt came!! yay!!! hahahahahaahs.

and clarine brought her twin sister along dunnoe call wad angela zhang shao han? LOL:)

jackson from camp 06 came in to chou re nao. hahahas... had a bit of chat here and there. Water was fast running out. So iced water was used as replacement.

In general, the BBQ was a success! Many thanks for those who came. Really hope the people enjoyed themselves and got to know more people who went for the camp. hahas.

Then later it was night cycling for the rest. Foong Ling dislocated her hand and it caused some emergency hoos and haaas

What I felt that it wasnt done in a very organised manner. Then its like there were 2 channels - Yongqing with huiwen, while KC with me. then its like Foong's parents were given my number and they wanted her wallet / bag. So its like YQ and Huiwen already took her bag and went to wait liaos. while i was kept in the dark. yq and jerica juz ran out of the chalet without informing me.

KC tried calling me but my hp was downstairs and i was upstairs. so its like so =.= lor. So the parents and foongling kept asking me to find her bag while i pratically did a bag check and check everyone's bag =.=

When i walked out, i see yq and jerica outside, waiting for her parents. i really was quite upset why was i not informed that they took foong's bag already and they did not tell me wad exactly happened.

I cannot blame anyone, but what i feel is that there should be only one person contacting another at any time, unless the person keep on never answer

In an emergency situation, the organisers of the chalet are always held responsible. It it not huiwen, nor yongqing, nor jerica. The organisers must take responsibility and communication should only take place at the top, unless everything was solved via the bottom... ie. the parents called YQ instead of me, and everything solved. If it involves me or KC, we will settle everything as i need to account to the parents. its really very important. I was really not happy how it was solved.

However, i was happy to hear foongling is quite ok le.. :) HENG AH!

Then as for later... i fell into a deep sleep. too tired le.

Chalet ooi

me,daniel,fk
melise's creation
all zzZzz... guess whose hand?
hmmm the $2 note... where is the bird flying?
bbq - evangeline + kelvin

von with ee ren
g5+ others - evangeline,hafiz,junjie,tony, matthew,tian shun
want some? got otah, sotong, stingray.. lol
night cycling - melise+gerry+kwanchet
shhh... dont disturb them... oops... got fei wen - xiaoting + fk!

yq don jealous kk :)

Post Camp Chalet Day 1

The first day of chalet was a mixture of slacking, playing games, and also some chance of get-to-knows.

Met some people at 11plus. Some managed to come. *heaves a sign of relief* if not no one will be there to 买菜 together with me.

So the kind souls who came - karen, xiaoting, gerry, wenjie helped me buy the remaining stuff not bought for the BBQ and also bought some misc stuff for the welfare of the chalet stayers like cup noodles.

Asked xiaoting / karen to choose the prawns lor. then its like they don't know / don't want to choose. LOL. End up I was choosing lor.

After the grocery purchase, I asked around if they wanted to have lunch - response - NO. hahahahas. Was a bit disappointed. Maybe they emoing la. Carrying their bags and all, don't want eat first.

So we head off to chalet. Some took a cab there (funded by the chalet cost) and we were stuck at the reception counter. Initially, everything was smooth until the malay lady who kept screaming that the place is still cleaning - cannot go in yet.

We started to find storage solutions for our cold food as if we check it so late (we reached 12plus and they ask us check in at 1plus), then the food sure spoil lor. My chicken wings may still recover as I have the special bags to keep them to keep it frozen.

As we were thinking of going to Costa Sands Downtown East area to hunt for styrofoam boxes, I decided to pay my chalet room a visit. I was thinking of negotiating with the auntie who is cleaning the room to let us put our things in the fridge. The reception people were very defensive and no matter how i argued, they still said no. And the guy was rudely telling me we check in too early as standard time is 2.30pm. Like my fault like that? zzzz We really wanna check in early so can do more things mahx. hahas.

When I arrived my room K02, I see the auntie coming out and she said, "Oh! I just cleaned finish the room. Come In! Later go recept to claim your keys."

It really saved the day as we were able to go into our chalet room and put our cold stuff inside :) Yay!!! :) Gerry was commenting that luck was really on our side and we managed to escape from a series of problems.. hahas.

Then they settled in, stoned around, snacked, while I went to prepare my orange drink for the night and day 2 BBQ.

Then a lot people think it's costa sands downtown east - whereby most chalets are there. So it was damn funny. Derrick was nearly tricked by us :).

After that the girls were saying they were hungry, so we went the food court and eat lor. Wen Jie ate potato curry. Karen and xiaoting ate kueh chap. I ate the sweet and sour fish rice. Gerry ate a plate of chasiew rice, a bowl of ba chor mee and fruits - watermelon and guava. I very peifu him! OMG!! hahas.

Then Derrick and Daniel came in and joined us. Daniel looked quite tired. He just came back from his HI instructor's camp. Then he overslept and PS us. LOL. Derrick was still as bubbly as usual.

So after that we walked back. and haha. opened the door and played UNO? Then I keep losing.. zzz. Wen Jie surprisingly never play uno before. *surprised* hahahs. Played daidee and usually I very poor in it one.

Foong Ling, and ee ren came. Together with jerica (foong's & huiwen fren) and unknown grp A. So its like they were outside smoking and I go closed the door. So smelly!! zzzz

Then they got fiercer. Melise, maureen came. the m&Ms. hahas. then its like we were thinking of moving upstairs to enjoy the aircon. Without any warning, they unknown grp A went into the chalet premises without permission and happily played their indian poker. Then huiwen came. and wen jie and gerry came back from their gaying session *oops exposed their secret* ahahahs. They were shocked to see unknown group A intruding into the chalet premises. They even asked me if they stepped into a wrong chalet room.

My action to protect the safety of everyone. I evacuated all passion people to upstairs. All people shall upstairs unless they wanna entertain the unknown grp. Feng Kai and Kwan Chet came. and was puzzled to see so many unknown faces either.

What I feel about the whole incident...

1. The person who brought his/her own frens into the chalet - you need to be mindful of others. You did not even inform or tell me/ KwanChet (Organisers) and let this unknown group A to come in. Is this fair to the others? Why must we put up with these people who are not even friendly enough to say hello (except jerica)

2. Its so obvious that the unknown group A is trying to utilise people's chalet resources to host their own activities. You have reflected very badly on yourself. And PLEASE.

GO BOOK YOUR OWN CHALET.

Whatever monkey business you all are up to, I am not going to bother either. Please don't harass people's peace and harmony.

I told myself - should I blog about this incident? Cause I think none of the Passion people will blog about it. *as expected* However, I hope if you are a fren of unknown grp A or you know the people behind bringing in unknown grp A, please tell them if they know what is 羞耻.

In ALL future chalets, if you participant of chalet wants to bring in fren unknown XX - as long as not in my INVITED LIST. You are considered an uninvited guest. If its in numbers of 1-2, it may not be so serious. I may still welcome them with open arms. if its in grps of 4-5 people. They are uninvited guest and I will not hesitate to chase them away if you all come.

UNINVITED GUESTS in GROUPS are NOT WELCOME.

Thank you very much.

Later was mahjong by derek, foongling, huiwen, fengkai. Then I watched TV and the Hey Georgeous!

Ordered KFC and Pizza Hut. Pizza Hut came damn early. And KFC so damn late. LOL.... people wait until the flowers shattered. Aik nen and Jia feng came. hahas. So its like we chatted and chatted until the next morning.

then aik nen's old CGH is scary... *hair stands*

I think Karen and Aik Nen's ghost stories were particularly scary. Then its like the Locker Boy story. The Blk 46 story. The 2 wandering boys. hahahas. then it was like erhmms hahas... then was looking at melise stories again. Her Bang Bang Bang who die I know! But Beam theory still unknown. Around the world in 80 days is fun. Black magic is really magical. ;]

Chalet ooi

so shy!
finally! xiaoting + karen with their kueh chap! :)
after soccering - fk + gerry. all TALL guys
derrick & melise + aik nen in background
melise with her fav hello panda + maureen + huiwen + daniel + jiafeng

Katong memories

where is my laksa?
they look so happy. fk,yq,karen,daniel
ahh.... a round up pic. @mrtstation
me,ys,fk,yq,karen. notice the couple in d pic.
who are they looking @?
random
jiahui... dun peek @ people's hp!