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Tuesday, September 23, 2003

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first 'n' fOremost - 9/23/2003



:):) first time writing on this diary... i always see pplez in the compz lab goin to this webbie.. but i thought... how goody can it be? is it really veri nice? But until 2dae.... i went to lilia's webbie.. and looked @ some of her entries.... found out that it's realli quite nice loz...then i thought i muz give it a try... and now i'm staring to wrte.. Hope i've more time to wirte this diary...:)

With so much happeneing to me these days... esp strained frenships.. then i've no TIME to study for cuming exams!how ah... hmmmmm continue tomorrow... muz study fn test liaoz.. byebye:):):)



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I think the website can be made more contrasting between the words and the background. gd try though 10/15/2003 3:10:18 AM
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exaM cumin lo - 9/28/2003



yah loz.. exam so near onli a wk... .hm.. me doin course work... wanted to tok abt practical... but hor... overdate....loz,...:( haiz.....

some discussion abt the practical....

Practical Exam (Execution)

The practical exam was quite smooth for me, but my teacher pointed out a lot of weak points. I was hasty, and I was rushing all the time as I knew that there isn’t much time for me to finish the two courses. My selection of foods seemed to be of higher order level and they need more time. When I did things, I tended to be messy, which was pointed out by her. I feel that there are a lot of principles to be learnt

*The most important lesson I must learn is to believe in myself, and not easily mislead by others. During the execution, when I was spreading the egg white on the cake, my teacher asked me if I needed to flatten the egg white. I was in a fluster. My mind was just whirling furiously, and I thought that it would better if I believed her, and began pressing the egg white. It was a dreadful error, as the egg white did not come out as what I wanted. The egg white should have rose more, making it look very nice and fluffy. As a result, the egg white looked flattened. The next error is also the time for the egg white to the baked. The time should be only 8 minutes, but I assumed that it was 10 minutes. The result was that the egg white looked slightly burnt.

*Presentation is much, much more important than taste. How marks are awarded is based on manipulation and presentation. The food is not tasted at all. Some of what I knew, their food looked very nice, but with regards to taste, some said it is not fit for human consumption. I need to therefore try to upgrade my standard of garnishing. It then can fulfil the idea of food being interesting and appealing. My pasta chicken looked dry, as it was baked, which is actually a sign that it doesn’t looks very nice. I could have improved it by preparing some sauce before serving. My garnishing for the orange meringue, which is the strawberries, was not nicely cut and the slightly burnt meringue was pointed out by her too. I therefore need to train my cutting skills.

*Don’t be over overconfident and choose too many foods that are of higher level order. As this time, I chose too many foods that need a lot of time to complete. As a result, I finished it on the dot, exactly 2 hours. If I chose another food that was easier, I would not have rushed so much.

It looks like I needed more practice for the foods that I chose, to increase my speed and familiarise it. Although in my practices, I modified a lot of steps and measurements, it is still not sufficient at all. In overall, I am not satisfied of my performance during the execution, and hope to improve as much as possible.

haiz.. veri sad.. sure fail practical lioaz haiz.....



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nvm larz..nv get to taste it lehz...at least yr theory did ok can le bahz...take care...me Lilia...
*/xIn^tOnG\* 9/30/2003 8:44:12 AM
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wOw prepare food huh? nex time prepare for me to try try... keke 10/15/2003 3:12:10 AM
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Haha.... isee... kinda fun haha [juxme] 10/15/2003 8:04:35 AM
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exam juZ over lik tt - 10/15/2003



hmmmm... exam over le...:) i'm very happy...:)

but my heart is still filled with worries...my emaths.. i nv finish the paper2.. then left lotta qns! sure die lioaz...paper 1 left 1 qn:(... haiz...then eL p2 i nv do summary properly...:( Phy n Chem left sum qns... die die die....

i hope my emaths paper OVERALL pass loz... then hope ms dalina wun minus not too much marks for my bad summary( cant find 15 pts:( ) The onli paper that bring not lotta worries is POa :):) that 1... i'm quite sure of the stuff... then no prob loz... 2dae's f&n paper okok loz...
but my stuff like quite brief loz...

I notice tt i always like do stuff veri slow de..exam always in a rush... then lotta stuff missing... very sad....

~frenzship~
when comes to frenzship.. after losing cheechuan as my frenz.. me felt a sort of weird.. but i already dun treat him as friend liaoz.. he was the 1 that started the conflict.... and now he not angry with me le.. dun wan 2 fren bac...becos of his ego... wait 4 me to make the initiative... what sort of ppplez iz he....

i'm glad tt sean, daus.. still of my veri good frenz....:) i nv had such a bad frenz b4... even after 2 yrs of frenz ship.. he doesnt even treasure it... i noe he got goi kiang.. chee wee.. jianwei as his gd fren in his class... so he can dun care abt me he....

anyway.. i n him the distance getting furthur n furthur lioaz.. dun talk this kind of pplez...looks like the cold war will not end..... FOREVER.....



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NOT COLD WAR... but freezing war.....

like xiang4 zuo2 zou3, xiang4 you4 zou3 10/15/2003 3:14:30 AM
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i think.. you are just over reacting. do not pester him like a bee or he'll distest u. ^^;; 10/15/2003 8:12:40 AM
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exams finally over.. i also never finished my e maths paper. haha.. hmm.. take care. btw huixian here. [babybluedolphin] 10/15/2003 9:03:27 AM
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cheer up, big guy. Yr friend dun treasure u, tt's his prob. Well, juz do wadever u think is right can le. tC~ 10/15/2003 9:04:19 AM
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well cheer up!!! My exam also not that good... now also worry...my emath also cannot finish haha... me yingxian [juxme] 10/18/2003 9:53:27 AM
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hmm...postexam day1 - 10/16/2003




Exam over...can relax le:)



but wierd thing iz that i still woke up @ 7am...(early bah) ...maybe i was feelling old and sticky and went to bathe... after tt.. i plug on my earplugs.. listen 2 radio once again... those whu dun noe me.. dun noe i'm a GREAT radio fan... i luv 2 listen esp to power98 fm.. followed by perfect 10.. power 98 is like saf radio loz.. becoz.. it keeps promotin saf stuff.. ie safra... even durin news.. but the djs are realli geat... and they are professional n funny too...(oopz too much promotion le) but what i most angry iz tt i nearly won 50 bucks! haiz...i was listenin 2 the "passport to cash" game (hosted by power 98) where i could win $50 cold hard cash... i juz needed to record the 3 destinations announced by the pplez there.. n i could win $50 juz like tt! i managed to call in but.....



I was the 8th caller :( the djs wanted the 9th one!!!!! It was JUZT so CLOSE! haiyo.. the $50 slipped off le.... haiz.. nvm.. i muz work harder.. to win this cash.. so goody to be $50 richer... hmmmm i could giv mum a treat... buy stuff i like or juz save it into the bank... ( haha stop daydream le)



hehe.. bro came back... then quite sour... not enuf cash grumble grumble...dad not happy with him.... hahaz... whu ask him not to be spendthrift? Ha dun tok so much... haha:)



<dreamz last nite>



weird! i dreamt tt i got 37.5/ 50 for chinese.... but i noe chinese not upon 50 de... y the dream like tt? hmmmmm... i hope i get good results loz... but i will be ESP happy when i pass my Emaths n sciences(phy, chem)



hmmm tt all loz... :):) but tml goin to eat sum good foodie--> buffet..hahaz.. hope the day ends well...:)





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Review of myselF - 10/16/2003



After reading so mani pplez diaries... i realised that my frendship circle is veri small loz.... feel very sad... i dun hav frenz that frequently go out to places like orchard..somewhere far.... the place futhurest is jP/west mall loz... perhaps i feel tt i have too little "better" frenz bah...

i notice tt my frenz are mostly the casual 1s.. veri little ones that reach the closer standard ...which is quite sad loz.... i brain-stormed some factors the lead me to this state....

1. Am i too nerdy? maybe. People tt call me mostly tok abt sch work as a scene protrayed to people... pplez think i everydae burry myself with books everyday.. and always study study study... but the truth of me is i'm not as hardworking as u guys think....

2. i dun let pplez copy my work... causing pplez to dislike me.... yes tts my prob. i believe in the firm stand 2 do hw urselves... not copy out of laziness....i feel tt hw shld be done by ourselves.... the onli exception that** the person realli dun noe how 2 do... or no time le....

3. Am i unfriendly? i may be a little cold 2 pplez sumtimes... but i onli treat pplez like tt when i'm not familar with tt person @ all....

4. Am i too homely? I admit i'm homely.. but it seems that no 1 asks me to go out! i'm always alone when i go to lib (wesmall) Then sean iz always @ his grand ma/relative hse on weekends... if i could go out more often... it would be nice

5. Do i 've shortage of money? when goin out i notice it could mean more money.. looks lik i dun hav the capital to spend bah....

i dunnoe wat 2 sae ah.. if ani1 has comments pls sae... my frenz are good ones... tt most i'm happy abt.. but the time where bonding occur is mostly@ sch... i veriveri selddom go out juz to gaigai.... but usu of proj... like the ones done with cT... sean... haiz.. dunnoe wad 2 sae... i'm not satisfied with my friendship circle.. if one could tell me what lies with me.. do tell...:)





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mouldy... hmmmz - 10/17/2003



hahaz.. after some of the notes written by pplez by u guys i noticed how MEAN pplez are.. sobx.. wat 2 do.. now have to change my regulations le.. accept signed notes onli.. if not.. the resuts bu can se xiang lo....read all u guys like.. but NO hurting remarks pls..

dotx.. 2dae nuthin happen ah... but i mopped the floor 2dae... since it was dirty.... hmmm .. i always do that.. but since exam period.. everydae no time.. somemore so much worries

UNHappY with the weather lahz :( haiyo.. morning then rain le.. cannot go buffet.. mum sae rain mah.. then lazi 2 go loz... so stayed @ home to watch tv.. :) but i'm happy tt i could watch tv 4 long hrs.. (so long nv do tt le... feels good)





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haha...enjoy ur day!! [juxme] 10/18/2003 9:39:04 AM
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reasons y shldnt like yx - 10/16/2003



i realised tt i shld NOT harbour likins for yx or maybe i'm not up to it... i tink i shall STOP harassing her... or show the signs of likin her....

REASONS

1. She does not like me (what for waste my time like this?)

2.I do not possese her interests (i dun even noe what things she likes)

2. I do not match her==> better suitors (other pplez like alvin--gd frenz would b better)

3. I do not understand her (yes, i don't know what she's thinking)

4. Its high time to concentrate more on studies (yes... horrible emaths make me feel sick)

5. She doesn't want to be a normal friend also

6. My liking for her may seen as an harassment (yes... i feel tt too)

therefore.. i tink i shouldn't chase after her le... yes.... let us juz lead our own lives bah....



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hahaz.. - 10/19/2003




hmmm...yesterday, i was lazi to go online... haiz.. then i looked around my hse... found out that i still hav a good supply of flour... i began of thinkin of making a cake/bread/pastry...



i began reading my txtbook...recipe book... ah ha! saw sumthing that is simple to make.. n my hse the ingredients all have.. i decided to make scones... sound quite angmoh ritez.. hahaz... Veri simple lah.zz need butter..flour.. baking powder..milk.. simple horz :)



since í've large supply of durian @ hime, i decided to make durian scones... U noe y i've so much durian? haha.. mum bought durian thurs loz.. then i durian onli $1..cheapcheap! hahaz.. so of coz buy loz.. 1 time buy 8 woz.. summore each all veri big (actualli sell $2 de) the flesh veri nice loz.. hahaz. the buz i took all filled with durian smell...



okok.. back to my scone making... i made the scone.. i turned out quite ok... juz onli a bit brown (oven a bit too hot le).. taste quite good.. BUT i found out it was too salty! Haiyo...dunnoe wat happened ah :( maybe i add too much salt le.. the pastry become too salty :( muz improve! cannot let mum shi wang... hahaz.. nvm lah.. it was fun ani wae.. but muz always tink of ways to improve... hehe



2dae



haizyo...tml MONDAY le!!!!! exam results tml will be known.. time to pack bags...hmmm how ar? dunnoe my results ok a not... haiz.....





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cheh - 10/20/2003




hmmmzzz.. 2dae tot check papers loz.. but to my surprise, checkin of papers will be on wed...



then 2dae instead.. pplez from temasek poly cum n tok to us loz...the pplez there were veri frenly loz.. giv lotta prizes for quizes... hehe.. the lecturer frm tp iz tryin to promote his course loz--> engineering... but i dun have so much interest lahz.. i would prefer to study business or information technology subj in poly loz..



hahaz.. but i've been introduced to the information tech subj during june holz.... time when i had librarian workshop hosted by temasek poly...



Temasek poly has lotta facilites loz.. got 9 canteens (lotta choice), mani airconditioned rooms... auditorium.. veri big 1 ... 10 storey library(wow) ... sounds veri good horz.. got swimming pool.. hair salon... aiyo.. the facilities are simply xciting./.. then the lecturer sae tt the engineering building is very "intelligent" loz.. he said tt the lights on/off by itself.. then entry is by dectection of presence... wowie rite.. like all the lights are off.. but when u juz walk in.. the lights.. aircon auto switch on le... :) hehez :)



after sch.. in dausly went to giant(imm)... hmmm becos he wanna buy bicycle loz.. he said he longie ago saw 1 @ $ 60 ++ loz.. veri cheap horz.. n it 's not children bicycle loz.. haiz.. but went there.. found out there's no such offer le.. veri sad.. we in e end walkwalk loz.. hahaz.. saw sum pizzas n it looked yummy.. we shared to buy it--> hawaiian pizza... we enjoyed it @ the home theatre shop showing mariah carey live in hawaii hahazz... so qiao loz... eattin hawaiian pizza while watchin sumthin live in hawaii... yeah..we r in hawaii !!! YEAh... (too crazi le?)



hahaz.. enuf le lah.. later we had the fire in a hole battle.. dausly hit me lotta times:( nvm loz.. veri fun..hmmm:)





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:( :) - 10/21/2003



Spent the whole dae @ home.. yes..watchin tv n more!... infact mum wanna go 2 chinatown de.. but she not happy loz... sae becos dunnoe my results.. cannot le... :(

Durin lunch... waha.. went to 258.. ate chicken rice.. taste not bad lahz:) but quite tiring lahz.. haiyo.. found out that my hse stuff runnin low lah.zz ie flour.. baking powder.. so go n buy loz.. but i found out the baking powder i bought expires in juz a yr! The thingy was manufactured in 2001(longie ago) then now (2003) then sell.. CHEAT! hahaz.. then can still nxt yr 2004 onli.. haiyo.. not happi loz.. went back 2 tell the person.. person sae the manufacturer giv de... dunnoe y.. i went 2 the nearby shop... found out that it was true.. haiyo waste time lahz.. but in the end.. i found tt shop sell stuff expensive lah.. others sell $1.20... this shop sell $1.40... i changed the thingy to another stuff n bought the same thingy.. yest cheaper... :) yabooo:)

Watched holland v.. veri nice.. now wanwan in dilima... veri confues loz... nuowen n yangxiong all like wanwan.. hmmm whu win her heart? :):) veri nice.. then the nxt show @ channel u veri nice too.. tok abt foodie.. yummy.. food regards to strawberry.... yumyumyumyumyum hahaz :)

tml check paper le.. how ahzz... aiyo... time passes when we'r havin fun.. hehe... wad do u noe:) hope my results ok loz.. realli hope....





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results churned out :( - 10/22/2003




u wanna me tell my results? No way.. hahaz.. joking lahz...



actually...i didn't exactly well in the subjects loz.. almost all results (including poa) dropped.. worst of all... i failed my cL n emaths... haiz... so sad loh... muz realli do sumthin abt it... i mid yr year fail 1--> cL, this time fail 2 ! aiyo.. high time to BUCK up... miss foo gave us a good scolding loz.. aiyo.. feel veri sad.. she scolded us summore b4 check paper.. decresing our morales loz...



then.. haiz.. sad stuff do happen.. sudeenly... b4 we go 4 recess... aloy(tan) came to my claz loz.. (ha! nosy guy).. sae wanna play deck.. den landed sean into trouble.. mrb soo saw them playing, so of coz confiscate loz.. haiyo... his deck work $80 ++++ lehz :( realli a loss lehz... veriveri sad lahz.. simply horrible...



then during 1.30... sean go n tok 2 mr soo loz... then lucky his punishment iz juz CIP loz.. clean up sumwhere.. then will giv back the cards le.. what a relief! Good old sean! Hope wun meet with such bad luck loz.. it make 1 feel sour and damp-bly....



mum wasnt happy @ all loz.. looked @ me quite sourly... haiz.. wat can i do.. have 2 improve... muz NV fail ani subj.. yes ! NEVER NEVER fail!!!!!





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=)...glad u nv fail bahz..moi mum didnt sae anithin..she jus say try harder coz she noes i overstress moiself lorx...heez...take care..sure 2nd or 3rd place de la u.. [-%cOoki3-mOnst4%-] 10/23/2003 5:39:46 AM
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oh lala :) + :( - 10/23/2003




hmmmm.. in fact this was supposed to be finished in sch de.. tt time.. i was in compz lab 4 typin it.. but becos i do other stuff n lack of time... then i nv finish the entry loz.. hahaz.. ok.. this was what happened 2dae...



"Soccer Areana"



haha.. 2dae ycc acad grp brought their ball n play it loz.. then when i reached sch.. seannis asked me to help him to keep it. Okay, pplez whu saw me were very surprised that i was carrying tt ball :), then weijie keep saying that he wanna play it loz. I allowed him to play the ball, but... haiyo... in the end i found out he was playing it in the toilet.. hehe... then the soccer game was held in the classroom. Lifeng, yongxun, avan, stan, sherwin all got play play here n there loz.. since there was no teacher loz. :) :) But it was fun seeing them play loz.. but sum kicked pretty hard. The ball hit Mingqi (apologies) twice loz, then also hit the notice board a few times, but overall, it was fun. Then the tables were pushed aside, becumin the soccer areana in clazroom loz... hehe



"Compz Lab 4"



wowie, 2dae iz my 1st visit to compz lab 4. This iz real, as i always go to labs 1 and 2 onli (3rd floor) while for lab 3 n 4 (4th floor) i got no idea loz, since ms siti always book labs 1 n 2. Hahaz.. the printer in lab 4 iz BRAND new, very surprising leh.. and the design is so stylo loz.. wan 2 bring it home...haha. at least 1/3 of my class was playin counterstrike(CS) loz.. then they on the sound sooooooooo loud! Especially the time when they shoot, extremely noisy! :( Haiyo... not happy ah, mrs lim close an eye loz., nv bother the noise lvl @ all. I attempt to listen radio.. but not tt goody ah.. so noisy. Ha! i go n listen mp3... which was significantly louder. I listened to Black eyed peas-- where iz the love. It was sooo nice! :) Then try to listen linkin park-- faint. I tried to find meteora album-- numb by linkin park, but tt webbie slowbies, then i not happy ah, listen 2 faint loz.. but times passes soo faz.. it was 1.30 le, time to go home :) hahaz... have to stop. My diary type little little onli , veri sad, so i type now loz...hehe



"Tree Planting thingy"



When i reached 2nd floor, suddenly, i saw ying xin (interact clubber), she said tt mrs thuraisingam wanna see me. I thought what she wanted loz, n hope its not bad luck. I met her and found out tt i was selected to represent huayi to plant a tree at pulau semakau, to show that huayi is veri aware of the environment and to show that huayi cares for the environment. Mrs Kwok ( last time music tr) iz going along with me :) It feels really good to represent the school, but the most problematic thing is the date. When mrs thuraisingam told me that it was held on 5 Dec, i tot it was ok. But to my horror, i realised that 5 dec iz one of the days of supplementary lessons after i reached home. I feel that it is a very good opportunity, but i'm afraid to miss lessons, esp emaths loz.. since i failed the subj 4 this yr. :( After consulting my parents, they more a less agree lahz, but not too happy loz.. i very worried loz.. haiz, shld i go? It iz a golden opportunity, but i realli cant afford to miss lessons :S



"Snooze n Bad Newz"



I had a very good sleep in the late afternoon :) When i woke up, holland v nearly finished le, then i eat my dinner loz. I sms ms foo, then she quite good lahz, tell me it iz possible, but i told her i afraid to miss lessons, she told me she'll help me check what lessons i'll miss. Nice to sms pplez. :)



But the bad news iz that my parents wan me to have tuition. Yes it is BAD news. Y? i hate to have tuition loz.. tuition sure will have hw, addin burden to my original amt. furthurmore, my mum wan me to go back to ah leow's tuition, which was @ peace centre, very far away, and i went thru this durin psle, n i dun like it @ all loz... Now its back again :( :( What can i do? Veri veri sad for me :(



OVERALL, THE DAY HAS SAD & HAPPY STUFF :) :(





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hmm... jia you...have tuition may pull up ur marks...so cheer up! [juxme] 10/24/2003 9:50:13 AM
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haiz... - 10/24/2003




2dae iz Deepavali :).. but i'm quite cross loz.. becos my mum keeps bugging me about tuition... yes... dunnoe y! She keep on wanna find out on stuff on tuition loz... make me feel so frustrated... have to give in le.. finally agree to tuition...actualli.. 2dae i was juz lazing around loz.. sleeep ...watch tv.. go online... hehe



"Deepavali"



Okay, deepavali iz a dangerous day... y do i sae tt? Last time when i was in pri sch.. my frenz sae deepavali iz the day when ur father beats u loz...:) :( becos... by pure translation to cL, ni papa da ni means ur father beat u.. so muz beware horx.. dun let this thingy cum true loz...



"Tuition"



Haiyo... my mum was so frantic abt tuition tt she she keep nagging loz.. then i call dausly loz.. since he iz having tuition at Mavis tuition centre. But i called his hse twice.. n yet no one picks up :( I tot call his hp.... so go n call seannis... hmmm found out he got 3rd in the deck competion! wowie... asked him for dausly phone no. Ha! gave me the wrong 1... then call bac loz.. he gave me the correct 1 :) Called him and heard a funni ring tone. I found out he was in JB (johor baru)! haiyo.. poor thing... hav 2 pay money.. but found out the tuition cost $75/ mth :) mission accomplished! :)



But once again... it's time to go tuition le.. veri sianzzzz ah :( I tink i'll go to tt mavis tuition loz.....................................





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haha.... poor thing, i also have tuition...but it help my grade lor...=D so its not a bad thing afterall... [juxme] 10/27/2003 6:55:56 AM
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UmMmmm - 10/25/2003




2dae ah.. went to NTUC loz.. the Clementi 1... Veri interesting loz... since 1 always go to the Jurong east 1....



"Lunch"



Ate lunch there... but made e wrong choice :( Mum kept saein wan 2 eat fish ball mee... but it did not taste exactly fabulous :(:( But later, we ate goreng pisang... veri nice :):)



"Ntuc"



Then, we go to ntuc... n walk walk.. Wah.. now the current popular instant noodles iz the kimichi noodles...yum... the promoter let us try loz.. veri nice .... so goody... then bought pizza (frozen 1, $4.99 onli) then inside got 3 lehz!! veri worth loz :) Yaboo! i bought the grater.. the long lost stuff in the supermarkets... FINALLY!!!!:):) Feels veri good loz.. f&n practical practice sure no prob le :) I'm also happy... tt i managed to persuade my mum to buy the soya milk, cost at $1.60 high calcium de... Ntuc clementi has lotta promoters loz.. can try lotta stuff.... ntuc JE got 1 or two onli... making shoppin more dull.. haha



2dae nuthin much happpened lahz.. so tts all loz haha :)





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Nice liB viSit - 10/26/2003




well, it's quite an okay 2dae lahz... with the exception of the buggy topic of tuition...



"Tuition Frantical"



Aiyo.... y muz i grumble? But still i must loz :( :( Realli lehz.. i realli dunnoe y my mum iz soo worried about my tuition. Shee keeps asking me to call dausly to noe more abt Mavis.. then she keep nagging that i muz have tuition. Of coz... there muz be a reason for every action. Mum want me to go for tuition because my EOY emaths fail! 48.9 :( Although my overall nv fail, my mum cautioned me tt O Level NO CA de... all juz depend on these results, if fail MEANS FAIL ... :'( muz realli work hard.. find out my weaknesses in Emaths.. sobx sobx



"Library Visit"



Went to West Mall Library all alone. In fact, i planned to call dausly to go together. Hah! He haven eat his lunch yet? tt time goin to be 3pm le.. still haven eat? :( So i go myself loz... But quite nice loz... :) i went there, found sum goody books, borrowed it and finally FOUND a SEAT:) I so far went to this liB... i NV got a seat b4! I felt veri good finding a seat. Read the computer chip mag... veri NICE! feels so comfortable loz :):) Later...i went to cyberactive to look around... very nice place to look out.. I liked lookin at the new gadgets and games... Me looked at the comparison guide for broadbad connection. It proved tt jetpack iz the cheapest.. n yet the best offter available! I tink i'd try to persuade my parents to change to broadband loz.. lol...:) Then, found out tt the mall was having a fashion show, where the models wear designer clothes.. hehe... went to shop n save to look look loz.. quite nice to see stuff.. then bought tomato sauce (lalallala) 4 my pizza creation... :) hehe cost 90 cents onli...:):) hahaz After tt... i went home.. buyin the apple worm (breaktalk) and eat on the way home.. yum :)



overall... 2dae okay lahzzz..... quite nice goin to westmall...:)





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haaa...tc wor... [xaO^rU] 10/28/2003 3:15:19 AM
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jux to reply ur note.... u know what to do to make the msn work ah....then maybe u can tell me lor...will be grateful.... [juxme] 10/28/2003 7:03:05 AM
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late 4 sch..... - 10/27/2003




Haiyo... 2dae late 4 sch ah.... summore met rachel.. hehe...then go into the sch.. hearing them goin to sing national anthem loz... lol...so of coz.. i stand there loh... hehe



today's entry iz goin to be veri short... sorri, i forgot what happened le...2 days ago leh.. i now 2 days update 1 time...



"Late"



Everyone was surprised when i walked in late.. haha... dunnoe wat happened... i was dreaming of sum stuff ( cannot remem @ all :( ) then when i was woken up by by father... it was 7 am le :( sure late de.. i told myself, n i was rite... the prefect (kah wai) confiscated my id... hmphz...that means that i've to "fast" during recess loz... lol... then dausly hav 2 fast... ramadan month lai le



The rest of the dae.. dotx! cant remem le! nvm lahz.. haha :)







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:::sic:::: - 10/28/2003




haiyo... today was quite ok lah, but most unhappy is i'm feelin old and dangly! My throat iz burning and i had a running nose :(



I wasnt happy when i reached sch loz.. saw dausly and he ignored me :( Then i found out tt assembly today at hall loz... no wonder 2dae quadrangle so empty lah.... Hah.. found seannis with his usu group... :)



Later was norm.. untill later.. mdm wang brought us to the ava room loz.. watch the movie meteor rain ---main actor leslie cheung (guy whu died not long ago :(:( )



But the movie was veri touching loz.. It's abt a boy being left behind to a rich business man, the mother jus put the baby there n run away.



Since then, the woman had a veri bad fear of children... since she threw a baby behind... the busineessman iwas tokin abt was leslie loz... when he took care of the boy, he quited his job n began workin odd jobs while takin care of him.



When the boy was four, one day, the boy saw his mum on TV... and yet, he could recognise him! (wowie) Then later, while playin, the boy met the mother. Of coz... the mother could not recognise him loh but treated him veri nicely. Surprisingly, she wasnt afraid of him compared to other children (she'd start cryin for no reason and yell when she c children)



After tt.. the story goes on to find out tt leslie does not realli hav the financial ability to take care of the child... (leslie take cares of him as if own child)... When the welfare pplez knew tt leslie wasnt the official GUARDIAN for the child, attempts were made to arrest him as kidnapping (so sad) He had to run here n there to get help(so sad again :( )



Luckily, the real mother, in shanghai realised sumthin was wrong when leslie called her. She rushed bac then accidentally looked @ the child's birth cert. She found tt the boy is HER SON!!! She was so happy tt she rejoiced. But tt would mean sad news to leslie. He spent fOUR year takin care of him, and now he has to giv bac to the original mother loz... haiz..... the story ended with the child given back to the real mother loz... the mother actually loves the child A LOT. It was a MISTAKE as tt time, the mother was very very poor, so she tot she cant take care of the baby. But now, she iz so rich le, of coz can take care loz. THe scene when the child depart frm leslie was a veri sad 1, moving 1 to tears ..sobx sobx.... the show iz simply so TOUCHING!



We missed poa, juz to watch finish the movie.... so nice! :):) haiz..... so goody... we went back claz.. orhx orhx.... n play cards like UNO...:):):)



cant forget the movie..... leslie n the 4-year old boy loved to look at the stars===>reason for the name of the movie....*________*



Later, we had orchid hybridization.. dotx.. very fun.. juz take the male part of the flower and put it into the female part of the flower.. so fun!!! I broght some orchids home loz...lalalla



Found out that meng how lost! wad a relief! He got 10th this yr... compared to eoy... his position differ. bENJAMIN veri scary worx... got 4th--lvl/claz ---VERIVERI GOOD!!!!!!!! he mid yr 5th...



haiz.. wad position will i get? hmmmmmmmmmmmmm... feelin giddy... stop typin le.....





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take care *_- [juxme] 10/30/2003 7:55:27 AM
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weiRD.... - 10/29/2003




well... 2dae weird stuff happen ah... :):) Ok, i'm feelin better, but havin a cough...:(



During cL..we watch the charlie chaplin movie (longie ago 1) , infact, we wanna want ot watch the "mordern world" movie... becos our claz.. tt time haven finish tt movie... but 301 watch finished le :( so mdm wang changed to another 1 loz.. tt 1 juz so so...but some scenes veri sad like charlie eatin candle wax, and roastin shoes becos of the fact tt the hunger they are having .. veri poor thing



Then durin PE, we play the "monkey" game ---passing the ball, and it was veri fun !



haiyo... mysteriously, we managed to persuade mrs lim no to have lessons, infact, our sec 3 TB still got 2 chapts haven teach finish loh.. but we dun care....haha... then tml iz clean up the clazroom, miss emaths lessons loh... so qiao.. haiz.. nvm loh...





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haha..take carez...btw..i cant see the last note u leave [juxme] 11/3/2003 7:52:19 AM
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da sao chu - 10/30/2003




haha.. 2dae clean up the claz ah..... i brought mama lemon.. loh.. (dishwashing liquid)... lol... but @ first, we dun care loh.. the bell ring le... we still dun care.. play UNO... :)



But 2dae our trs veri nice... durin geog, mr kamal let us watch a movie (sum movie abt teen's life) and it is veri nice.. :) It realli reflects about life as a teenager. It tells about a very popular guy ( prom king ) falls in love with a "nerdy"girl... --- she wear glasses and reads very often.... It's realli avery nice movie.. When it reached EL.. ms dalina surprisingly let us watch finish the movie :) hehe...



Later, it was time to clean up le, onli our claz clean the FANS! We climbed up and used the cloth to clean it. 303 rox loh, we are the unique one tt even clean our fans :):)



haha.. the rest cannot remem... but i noe ms foo giv us the report of our results.. surprised tt i got 1st in humanities.. :) but happy tt mine f&n, POA highest.... but most disappointed with emaths and CL ... :( haiz.. wat can i do? :(





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meet e trs - 10/31/2003




haiz... wake up finding out tt muz go meet the trs session.... find tt it iz veri boring.... n exciting? maybe bahx... i watched tV until 1 plus loh :)



Met ms foo @ 2.30pm.... but she told me tt my results wasnt tt good afterall :(:( She sae tt i cant go to the course tt i want :( Although i did well, my emaths n cL results are quite horrible loh... Imagine without the mid yr exam n CA, my CL final grade would be C6 le... them my emaths would be D7 le... it's juz the ca + mid yr tt helped me..... i got overall cL = C5 loh... then my eMaths C5... it's realli veri lucky.. :) hahaz.. I told ms foo tt i wan to go to business course, she count here n there then my score iz 13 pts she sae tt 13 pt can go in.. but competion iz veri high... 12 pts would be much better.... i felt like cursing my self for being BAD in emaths loh... juz 1 pt less, my chances of entry would be higher :( haiz haiz haiz...





But later, mum n i went to jurong west n walk walk loh... jurong west has lotta stuff loh nice place to shop... mum bought lotta snacks n cakes :) Mood not so bad le...



But as usual, went home le.... heard mum's constant nagging abt my results :(:( haiz sobx



RESULTS



Class position: 2/42



Level position: 19/207



Average: 69.3



L1R4: 11



L1R5: 16





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take care!! cheer up! [juxme] 11/7/2003 5:07:38 AM
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hp maniac :( - 11/2/2003




hahaz.... lol.. 2dae quite sad loh... i told mum sae wan hp le... she keep on like dun wan loh.... ... veriveri sad..



Later, she went to salon to wash her hair loh... the place she go veri near jurong east central :) it means tt my chances to get a hp iz much higher le :) After a while, she called me to go there to have dinner :) Yabooo! can have hp le :) When reached there, i managed to pull her to the phone shop (singtel authorised dealer) BUT to my HORROR, i found out tt she did NOT bring her IC !!!!!!



ah...... all my hopes are dashed :( i was soooooooooooooooooooooo angry tt i told her sae dun eat dinner there le... go home n eat :( then in the end, we ate dinner at my hse downstairs. My mum was sulkin becos i spoiled her plan. She wanted to go Shop n' Save n shop for some stuff but already went home le :( There was sum offer on sum stuff but cannot buy le :( haiz.. then she scold n scold me loh... she sae ani other time can buy mah.. no need to onli buy onli today.... quite true hor.... looks like this is my fault :( haiz... sobx....





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hp maniac :S - 11/3/2003




haiyo... this time, i want to buy hp de.. but mum was not happy loh... when i reached home frm supp. lessons,



she look at me unhappily then i noe she sure wun buy le..... I plead n plead her lotta times, but juz wun budge, she sae tt since yesterdae i show my temper, its high time tt she show hers loh. Haix... after tt, i was sooooo sleepy after much pestering...i began sleepin n woke up to find out tt i missed lunch, i ate sum snacks to cure my hunger loh.. lol... haix... when then i hav hp? haix





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hp maniac :) - 11/4/2003




YABOOOOOOOOO!!!! 2dae i'm so happy, my hp tt i wanted was bought le :) hahaz ( abit too emotional bah ) hahaz.. muz charged my hp for 8 hrs... tml got the plant tree thingy... muz contact mrs kwok... lol.. so happy... finally i've a hp le :)



MODEL: Sony Ericsson T105



Price: free



details: veri nice n compact.... nice hp :)





Some might wonder y i hav a hp for.. i feel tt having a hp iz great loh... pplez can contact u easily, u can contact pplez oso.. it oso add recreation .... :)







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plant tree thingy - 11/5/2003




:) today iz the plant tree thingy. After the conversation with mrs lisa kwok, she sae tt wear dark coloured clothes loh... then i wear the sch's pe shirt n dark coloured pants loh....



Mrs Kwok was early, she reached there earlybies, then she call me to ask me i reaching le mah... tt time i was in the bus... reachin le...haha :) When i reached there, i saw her at the lobby of the JTC summit..:) There wasnt lotta pplez loz.. then we juz look around.. after a while, a lot of schs cum le...schs like hongkah, jurongville, river valley came (hmmmm nv c fuhua?:)) Mrs kwok iz quite a nice tr loh lol...







i tink i not updaring this diary unless there iz a thing bothering me.. n i need to tell it out.. i have not updated it for a long time... sorrri if i disappointed ani of u guys... lol





















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Unfair media!!! - 11/24/2003



i realised tt the media in s'pore iz very unfair loh... yesterdae waas the end of radiothon... where power 98 djs... stayed at marina square for 4 days.... striped off life's luxuries-- no handphone... no makeup.... go toilet 3 hrs 1 time.... veri sad hor.. no "good " food allowed.... veri sad hor... juz for the sake of charity--- asking people to donate money to MINDS (movement for the intellectually disabled).. but the SAD thing iz that the MEDIA REFUSED TO report abt this thingy hmmmmph... thebn donation veri little.. :( haiz haiz....



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Report on chalet - 11/29/2003




lol.. not reali report lah.... :) the chalet was quite ok loz... met quite a lot of people, including lilia's frenz... weijie fren...veri tiring loz... becos i n sean didnt realli sleep loz... we ate instant noodles at the steps.... then went to beach with sean n stan to tell sum ghost stories...then watch the soccer match at 3 plus...then i n sean went bac to c the sun rise.... ate breakfast at food court.... went back.... then go home le....



food was good, ms foo did lotta stuff :P then "Wishing Stairs" veri scary but nice loz :) Overall, it was quite enjoyable loz :) but sean find it little boring loz.... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm





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Sobx Sobx - 11/29/2003




NO HP for 5 WORKING days!!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :( my hp suddenly found out cannot charge le....Argh!@ then yesterdae, i went to JP to service it. The guy said my hp corroded le :( hah! Veri veri sad :S I feel soooooo sad.....then the hp will be washed for 5 days.... then the guy said my hp might worsen:( ververi ROTTEN!!!! farkfarKKKK



HOW?HOW?HOW?HOW?HOW?HOW???????





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change a new hp lorx...... 11/29/2003 11:28:09 AM
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dotx. dotx. dotx - 12/2/2003




:) 2dae hp peepz call me to tell my hp ok le :) Sooooooooo happy yaboooo! :):) luki my warranty nv "taken away" loz.. they at first sae like want to void my warranty loz.. lucky nv :)



hmmm: summary of 2dae



went to sch then to jp to collect hp, then to tuition... wah.. tuition very tiring loz... 5 pm to 9 pm.... dotx.. yawn....





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....y emaths iz so impt?...... - 12/15/2003




haiz.. my mum presses me to do e-maths loz.. so boring loz.. haiz.. y iz maths so impt? i heard tt computers are invented because of maths... realli meh? haiz....



hmmmmmm.........





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hp probs n more :( - 12/15/2003




haiyo... i so angry with sony ericsson! haiyo.. so lousy de... i buy hp not long.. then corrode le.. then now.. the charger spoil. Went to wisma atria to service it. Person said replace charger. I on tt day went to the toh guan service centre leh... then they replace the part to charge the phone-- system connector--:( haiz.. then now charger spoil le.. so of coz changed loz.. now quite ok le :) hope the hp dun play tricks again...



btw.. i went to wisma ah.. soooo......soooooo.....crowded! Lotta couples.. haiyo,... all hold hands de.. then wondered--wat if i caught lifeng and claire, xinru n hui xian, kenneth n jeanie, kelvin n lingzhen, stanley n wenxiu? lol :):).. dun tink will c the 2 pairs---xinru's n kel's haiz.... lol.. veri crowded wor.. so long nv had this kind of ambience le... esp durin sars....





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BrOther BeAr.... - 12/19/2003




Hmmmmmmmmm... Yesterday went to Cathay cineleisure...



I went with my mum to Yuki and Yaki-- Japanese steamboat n terpanyaki...then had fried ice cream. The steam boat veri interesting loz... becos the raw foods are on the conveyor belt then move pretty faz... lol... then can grill stuff... veri veri fun....there's also some cooked food, i.e. fried tofu, chicken.... yumyum



The ice cream was a nice surprise loz... becos, when it first came... it was nice n watery, no matter how we "fry" it; it was as watery as ever. However, after a while, I realised that the ice cream was thickening! :) then we began our frying ice cream session....:D veri fun loz.... its like veri sticky, then it tasted goody... wish could eat 1 more time.....mmMMMmmmmmmmmMMmMmmmm ha-ha (over desc. bahx)



Later, we went to watch Brother bear, lol left 1 show onli, I guess the show ending bahx, perhaps no more showing of this sooner or later.....



The show was very touching loz, esp. this show obviously has the theme there==> we do not understand animals, neither do animals understand us.



It talks abt 3 good bros leading their life in the "junglely" area and they had a good time. One was the eldest, and was the person who guided the other brothers. Both brothers were very playful. One day, the brother was deemed as going to be grown up and was given a bear "pendant" --a carved pic. of a bear. The wise woman in the village to him that love is the thing that he needs esp. bears. Sadly, the person offended a bear happened to be the mother of a young bear. He threw a stone at her. The mother bear was veri furious and looked like she wanted to kill him. The Eldest brother came to their help, but he gave his life away. As the bear walked towards the brother, the eldest used his spear to poke against the iceberg. The force used was so great that the icebergs all broke and the eldest, with the bear fell into the sea. The mother bear survived, but the brother did not. The two brothers grieved over his death and the person who got the bear chain pledged to kill the bear.



The person hunted high and low to find the mother bear and finally killed her. Suddenly, something magical happened. The sky became dark and rained very heavily, and onli rain and thundered on that certain spot. Then, the sky became very fiery and like as if there is a fire, and images of the spirits appeared. The bear that was killed vanished in the air, but the person who killed the bear was changed into a BEAR! Well, that was wat the dead eldest brother wants him to be. He wanted to be in the eyes of the bear and realise that he was wrong to kill her. The eldest bro died was not entirely the bear's fault. It was actually his fault-- throwing the stone at the mother bear.



The person became a bear, and realised that the humans couldnt understand "bear" language. however, he could understand wat the animals are talking, i.e. the elephants, birds, and deers. It was very weird loz, but thats the truth. He met a small bear, which was actually the son of the mother bear that he killed. At first, he was very hostile to the small bear, but as time went, they were very close.



The brother that wan not killed thought that the bear killed his brother-- which was not true. He hunted high and low to find the mistaken mother bear (actually dead). A lot of attempts were made by the brother to kill that bear (his bro) when he wanted to seek revenge. However, it was unsuccessful. That brother that turned into a bear felt very sad and realised how evil humans are when they hunt for them.



It was until the "bro bear" was changed back to the original self, then the brother that wanted to seek revenge recogised that the bear he wanted to kill was actually his bro. By that time, the feelings between the brother bear and small bear were very deep. the bear and the small bear were like brothers. Therefore, when he changed back to human, he told his eldest bro that he wanted to take care of small bear. He was then revert back to bear again-- could take care of small bear again.



This show let me thought very deeply. Many of us fear of tigers, and pledged to kill them. However, does ani1 realised tat the tigers do not intend to kill us, until we provoked them? This also applies to sharks. Haiz, y the world is like tat? We onli think of ourselves, but nv others. Onli those that are in that person's shoes, then will noe how hard it is.



This movie is very educational loz, and also very touching, The music in between iz very nice, very touching........ veri nice wor, muz watch, it highlights this major prob in us, --uncaring








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ahhhh fried ice cream.
was it good?
Mend My [br0ken heart] 12/19/2003 1:32:01 AM
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....goin out to kaikai - 12/21/2003




one day i saw a shop named Achtung! that had a lot of stuff on airplanes, i told daus abt it. He was very excited abt it and wanted to go there. On that day, he was very keen to go there. So, we go there loz :) then go there n walk walk. We first went to that shop, and there were a lot of model airplanes. There was a sale going on loz... Many were half priced. Some had 30% off, sooo good wor! daus bought a plane loz.. then it was half priced! wowie.... frm $14 becum $7 wor ! :) The shop was at parklane loz.. the got CD shop selling softwares n games. Very nice place to go-- cheap stuff.. but there's no SIMTOWER -- my fav game... haiz... then after that we went to peace centre's shop that sold the same stuff. haha, still no stuff tt i wan. Then i n daus went to coldstorage loz. Daus bought the mini coke frm usa, and it had vegetable extract.. he was continueing his coca cola collecting loz.....hmmmm then i boought pepsi X and meji cuppacino-- veri nice!



Then later, i n daus went to orchard n walk loz, then went to hereen shops to go to HMV loz... daus wanted to go to buy Tora! Tora! Tora! After finding 4 quite a time we finally found the VCD firdaus wanted. Yabooooooooo! haha... lol. I said i wanted to find Mary poppins VCD, but i could not find it :( haiz.. nvm



Ok, later we went to Takashimaya loz==> to lib @ orchard i borrowed some books then daus keep saying wan to go to the toys kingdom at the central square. there there lottas toys, then we looked around loz... Waha, a lot of toys, but no money to buy wor. Then we went to c some featured calenders.. go show some themes. I saw a calender on cats, and the cats were veri cute... but lookin @ the price=( then daus saw calenders with themes like wrestling(sean's fav) n planes(daus fav) haha.. later we go home le....



hmmm it was a veri fun trip, hope to hold it again, goin together with sean too... hahaz :)







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...LiB tRaIniNg - 12/23/2003



Hmm… 2dae’s lib training was veri fun loz…. It’s the first time that mrl leaders organize such stuff…. veri veri great wor! Our chairperson and vice chairperson yinboon n Sharon planned all these. It started frm 9am and ended at 4pm… veri long hor :)



Firstly, we did ice breaking which is most similar to camps i.e. seating in a circle, then each one remem each other’s name, followed by another. This training is geared for leaders loz, we were going to choose 2 potential leaders to take over us… next yr sec 4 le mah, then sec 4 so short, cannot hold positions de. When June comes, ccas for sec 4 is stopped le… veri scary hor... Haiz….



Next, we did presentation on speaking skills, ycc n Sharon was in charge. Miss Dalina realized tat the lib was too quiet le, then she asked me to follow her to Mrs. Kwok’s table to c can borrow anything. Unfortunately, there was nothing available to be borrowed. :( Then ms dalina went to staff workroom, n found xuemin—IT trainer and npcc in charge Then she helped us to burn a disc containing some songs :) ha-haa… then went back.



After the presentation, they were asked in groups to produce presentations with regards to mrl. Waha, I used the counter’s computer n play music, -- veri fun! Then it was tea break


Ok, we had tea break at needlework room. Then the food not bad loz—peanut pancake, sardine rolls wrapped as a sweet, and walnut cake. The beverage is milk tea… sounds quite nice hor? Haha…the stuff all made by Mrs. Violet lee loz….surprisingly; maj loh came also to eat the stuff



Next, it was presentation le, and then yinboon n Sharon gave us slips of paper to judge the groups on the presentation content n the speaker’s way of presentation. It’s very nice to judge people, although it’s not really veri easy to give the marks…. The teachers were just helpers and we were the presenters. We felt veri impt. Loz…


Later, we announced the winners n got on with the next activity—scenario madness. We told them abt the probs in the life outside n how to solve it. Possible problems could happened, n how the reaction should be. Envelopes were given to them to let them analyze the scenario n let them act it out…hmmm…by tat time, it was lunchtime, the acting was after lunch loz….



Lunch was great leh…. I’m not bluffing… sooo great! There were you tiao stuffed with otah, nuggets with sweet sour sauce on top, fried cabbage with black fungus, curry chicken. Then dessert was tau suan with you tiao, n drink was fruit punch… mmmmmmMmmmmM….. Haha… great food 4 great health. Mrs. Kong n maj loh also joined us for lunch


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liB trAiNiNg...2 - 12/23/2003



We had had the scenario act out n I found tat their solution were usually the librarian asking the person not to do the bad act. I thought, would it really help? Not all of us are so goody. Who would bother when one does not reason out? Jus telling the person is no use. There is a need for a reason to solve probs. That’s y I told them. Hmm.. Then yinboon n Sharon were in charge of talking to them abt the skills needed to be a leader. Waha, yinboon veri funni loz.. gave a lot of examples…lol… then ycc, hazel talk abt the feeling of being a leader, while Ben n I talk abt the Queenstown secondary training workshop, leading to the next item—book display



Hmmm we began telling them the importance of book display n y there is a need 4 it. The things discussed were similar to the Queenstown’s workshop. Then we also do one book display also to compete with them at the same time pass our time…then, it as the second break again…



Haha, this last break’s food tasted the best! It included vadai(modified with prawn), kueh lapis, n kueh kosui. The beverage was teak with milk again…but the kueh lapis n vadai was really soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo nice! Haiyo… I nv expect that Mrs.. lee could cook so nice type of food, with the help of her students. The food is not catered, but it tasted like one! Hahaz… hua yi’s food is really not bad lozzz



haha… soon, it was judging again. We determined which grp was better. Then, the average of the presentation n this book display determines the winner. The first n second prices were given to the ones that scored the higher marks. Mrs. Wong gave out the prices. Too bad, ms dalina n Mrs. pan wasn’t around when the prizes were given. Both had stuff to do, then left earlier loz… we made our final conclusions n the training ended. Wait! I haven’t tell abt the 2 potential leaders. It was nasharudin (sec 2) n siti (sec 2) chosen by us. Hope that they won’t disappoint us loz…



hmm this training was veri successful loz… it was well planned… all thks to the two leaders… n I guess it was enriching to the peepz that was in this training



btw.. 2dae also sec 1 registration… then veri crowded, reminds me 3 yrs ago, goin to this sch in my pri sch uniform…. Hahaz. 2dae veri tiring loz.. becos after this thingy , I rushed to peace centre( doby ghaut ) 4 my tuition. It starts frm 5pm to 9pm leh.. When I reached home, dead tired, but happy….






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:) sCi ctr :) I & II - 12/24/2003




…todae went to science centre again……some might ask y?? On 19 December, I also went science centre, but it was not reported…lol, basically, it is all about making planes… daus knew abt the 100 years of flying thingy… At the sci ctr, we went to the section near the amphitheatre loz…. Then daus sae wan 2 paint his plane… hmm… then he painted his plane loz... he painted his plane green and the missiles sliver… à veri nice leh! Hahaz... the peepz at science ctr all dye hair de... first look like ah beng... but veri nice people... daus asked them then they sae can paint… he thought muz pay money loz.. becos the course include a plane n teaching cost $10. …



Then this day... daus got cum to science centre… plus sean… sean did a tank while daus painted his planes. The first model airplane he painted was all sliver, and it was quite small but veri nice. Wowie, I found out that he did that small one in 1½ hr! that’s really faz…. Haha….then there was the bigger 1, bought frm Achtung! That cost $7… Daus said the bigger one was veri difficult to assemble. O . :D then he painted that one below shiny blue n the top green. The bluish part could camouflage as a commercial aeroplane and the top is the true side of the plane—an military aircraft…. This bigger plane was veri well done.. . well me proud of daus, could do such stuff so well n achieved his interest target. Sean felt really rotten loz, becos the tank he did ar.. needs skills, n this is the FIRST time he did a plane. With such wonderful results (result quite good lah), I feel happy for him. After that, daus n Sean went home…. While I collect stuff….



Guess wat I collected? HaHA, it’s a Christmas fruitcake…. Mmmmmmm tastes soooo good, ordered from delifrance de… there was a generous amount of nuts, raisins n sultanas… taste veri nice.. recommend every1 to order this cake nxt yr! lol After all, 2dae Christmas eve mah…





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UPDAte - 1/19/2004




okok.. i've NOT updated for ages... hahaz... 2dae had soccer in the rain.. all wet n damebly.... hahaz... :) then INTERACT CLUB STUFF a lot lah :( not happy lah...... hahaz.. bz with the CL speeling.. learn untill i die ah... btw.. CNY coming le.. YABOOOOO!!!!!



hmmmmmmm... relation with YCC average.. nv tok much ah.... the soocer was fun.. but was upset that my books wet le... i nv put the books at a void deck loz.. then veri sad.. haiz.... sad story lah... my tb all rotten looking.... hahaz...:)





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argh... this is all that happened in the day? try to write more. and did you catch a cold?? watch your health.. this is a critical year.... try not to be sick... cya [p] 1/19/2004 5:32:44 PM
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library attachment... day 1 n 2... - 3/19/2004




haha... i was involved in atachment @ JWCL... Quite interesting and fun ah....



2.1 Period of attachment (dates)



From 16 March 2004, Tuesday to 17 March 2004, Wednesday



2.2 Departments attached to



Adults’ section, children’s section, Chinese (Non-fiction), English (Non-fiction), customer service



2.3 Work assigned and observed



I was assigned to shelf books at the different sections in the 2 two days at the following stated departments. Shelving books was a headache at children’s section, as the books were very messy, and some books belong to another language was on the same shelf. The others were quite okay, but it was exhausting. We also learnt how to arrange the books nicely before the library opened.



Besides that, there were some a few hours spent on customer service: serving the public. On the 1st day, all of us greeted the public with a smile when the library opened. On both days, I helped those who did not know how to use the library catalogue stations, shortened the customer service queue by providing troubleshooting for customers. Some problems faced by the customers could be solved easily by just leading them to the correct place or assisting them as in checking records, paying fines and topping up the cashcard. I also helped those who do not know how to register as the elibraryhub member, and telling them the current promotions of the advantage of joining as a member now: spinning the wheel to win prizes. Most people were quite grateful for my aid. I also attempted to tell some customers to switch off their handphones as some were ringing, to reduce noise pollution in the library.



Furthermore, a book display was done with Yin Boon, Sharon, Benjamin, and Chee Chuan on the 1st day. This is a step towards bringing people into the library: promotion. The theme was on love: romance. Because the library has shelves for book display, it therefore facilitates in allowing the books to be on the “spotlight.” Some complements were received for this theme. The staff workroom of the library was used to find pictures and love “quotes.” The staffs were quite helpful and we used tools like the laminating machine, paper cutter. I even helped a staff to laminate some of her assignments.



2.4 reactions (feelings / thoughts about work assigned and observed)



I felt that it was a very good working experience, even though I was not paid. I actually know the life of a library staff. I realised that the work done is very similar to (in fact same) as the library duties done in school. “On top of arranging the books in order, shelving is done is also to familiarise the location of books.” That was what Mrs Chan told us. I realised it was quite true. When a customer asks me what type of books is located, I would be able to tell him/her where they are. Shelving, I realised, it is a never-ending chore. It seems that public education is not working, and the customers think, “The librarians will do the job.” I feel that this thinking is wrong, and efforts must be done to stop this misconception.



Customer service gives me a good feeling, as I have helped someone to clear his or her doubts and therefore very enriching. Some customers replied when I greeted them. It gives me some warmth and I felt very great. At least, efforts were not gone to a waste. However, the book display comes off fresh and exciting, as this book display is not going to just be shown in school, but to the public. I feel very proud of it. All of us coordinated quite well, Chee Chuan and I did the searching for books, and the graphic design. Yin Boon, Sharon, and Benjamin did the poster designing, and the positioning of books. It was the first time I was using the laminator and I felt is amazing and fun. We had to use a ‘pouch’ to put our pictures to laminate them. Then, we used the paper cutter to cut them nicely. The love ‘phrases’ were done and also laminated too. We worked very well and were excited to find out that it was quite well done. We were told that all staff must cooperate to get things done. I find it quite true, as one in a company cannot work alone. All must cooperate and coordinate.



3.1 What you have learned about yourself, the various jobs you have observed or in which you have hands-on experience, and working life in general



“Working life is boring. Don’t you all realise that?” Mrs Chan said. She began narrating about other occupation, like a doctor. A doctor will always do the same thing: diagnose a patient, determine an illness, and find ways of remedy. It is not much way that it will change. This process will just keep repeating, until the rest of our lives. In the library, the main jobs are shelving, customer service for the library officers/ attendants. It could the dry bones of life if one (especially a staff) does not think positively. I wholeheartedly agree with her. The job that next time I trample on must be the one of my interest, as it will be a life long commitment.



3.2 Other comments



I was appalled to know about work attachments available only this yearonwards. If when I were in secondary one, two or three, it would be better. Secondary four is a graduating year, and suddenly, time becomes so precious. If the school had previously come out with such plans, I would have already had a taste of working…



hahaz:)





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siCk.... - 3/19/2004



haiz... this day was actually family day... but it turned out horrible.. i was having a fever of 38 deg... dunnoe y ar.. after the morning's f & n lessons loz... i had to take panadol to cool down... felt like dying.. arrrr.... soo bad.. arrrrr:(



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Aw feel better soon....I'll come and make you chicken soup...(well, maybe I'll just mail it to you)
~Kaleigh [DesiringIndigo] [p] 3/22/2004 11:42:19 AM
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"moved" ! - 11/10/2004



ok... here is a public announcement : I have moved to blogspot. Hence, do visit me at www.yida-hy-muhahaa.blogspot.com ok? :)



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:) - 2/23/2006



just saying hi to my diary. LOL!



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