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Friday, February 16, 2007

19th bdae

for once, this year birthday was different as what i usually have.

a typical bdae of mine:

1. a bdae cake
2. a dinner @ some restuarant/hotel with family

its not that i hate this routine. i lived it for 17-18 years. and i still quite like it... but then again, I would love something different :)

well, i celebrated my bdae at seoul garden this time with the bunch of rotaract folks, and it includes newbies that I seen the, rose from normal member to future leaders.

felt quite happy that these people are gonna be the onces i will meet almost everyweek and i hope 2007/08 will be fun before i go to scary NS. its not that i'm scared. i just feel scared at the thought of it.

presents rec'd was a watch from kor, a birthday celebration by the board, and a little egg that says happy birthday - work by yasmin and company.

I never received proper presents from my good friends. so sad rite? haix... the proper present i can only remember is a shirt by the tb25 girls, which was last year.

however, its a good feeling when friends remember my birthday. Esp with friendster reminder, remembering friens' bdae has been so much easier! :)

I would like to thank all these people who wished me happy bdae thru smses, friendster or personally.

b4 bdae
yan yun

on tt day - 16 feb
gabe teo
yasmin
chee chuan
kah chuan
han kee
xian xu
guoan
yanyun
zifang
zhi hui
huinee
baijing
de min
jason

belated
jaslyn
munying
shan shan
melissa

many thanks for the well wishes. appreciate it. when now is like poly life, suddenly i start to treasure it when ppl wish me happy bdae.

now, i have trying to appreciate the efforts done by people and not think on the optimistic part. cause this is not what i am! LOL. i tend to be very critical... =X

Thursday, February 15, 2007

exam nightmare

aww. exam was really not too good. i got 2 modules that potentially i might fail. If i get D for these modules, I will be happy enough le.

1. ief - may fail. coz failed project. and i dun think i did well for all the questions! easy qns - so little marks. hard qns - large % of marks...

2. ec - may get B+ overall coz i dun think i can get 80/100 for the exam. estimate is 70 bahx.

3. om - die la. too much to study. so many formulas to memorise. got lootta parts wrong. can fail :(

4. pmkt - ermm. quite satisfiedwith my paper? but left some parts out... :( likely to get B for final bahx. coz my proj / test all C/D :(

5. aaa - pls... give me a A pls. i worked hard for it although i missed out some stuff and made some errors. :(

Friday, February 02, 2007

updates

wah... so long never update le. I guess there are lots of dust on my blog and cobwebs!

so many things have happened. And so many bad things have happened

1. open house prep and days - wow. first time in NP planning open house. Never knew it was so tiring! I was practically worried for everything and i failed in giving a briefing for all volunteers. felt quite sad that i could not make it as perfect as wanted.

2. agm 2007. well, quite a good agm, but it was a horrible day for me. ms wong was again very unhappy with me over not being able to answer her questions. then since i was late for some of her sessions, she became very prejudiced about my lateness and she would shoot me with it and ask for reasons for being late for her lessons. lucky met pearlyn and company, managed to tell her my sad feelings.
-> and i feel so sad now

3. project rush hour. I am disappointed that my ief was rushed like a mad dog and the result was very shity!
-no bilography
-1 min before submission time
-chased out of class to submit project
-got an F for it. (FCUK!)
- poor content (i think we tried our best? but then again, we nv consult ms wong to feedback and edit?)

well. i got the grade today and our whole group was saddened by the results. worst result in the whole class. no one failed their projects.

4. marketing horror project
got a C+ for it - lowest in the whole class.
fcuk mark and spencer. stupid project on it.
of all places choose that place that none of us have in depth content on it.
i am really very frustrated!

then i am upset over my iief. nv in my life i failed a PROJECT. projects are meant to be easier cause its a group effort. poor time management. everything does not go well.

5. laptop battery SPOIL! Wah. my 100 flies! :( Now it shows funny blinking signs when i self test the battery.

6. this morning, my slipper broke when i entered the bus! the stripe! omg. so damn angry. choose this timing whereby get ief grade to break my slipper. What a bad omen!

well, worst things are currently happening in my life. when will all these blow away? haix. blame my bad karma.