tired

I'm quite tired of my new job. I have found a new job on weekdays - factory work. Work pay is miserable.

booos and hooos

Today's programme of events was one of the most happenning and fun filled ones. In the early afternoon, we met and went around Takashimaya and Cathay Cineleisure to buy cake and present for Karen's Birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! hahaz :) So it was a very nice day. We went KBox and sang lots of songs...singing and singing all kinds of songs.

I would not be full of angry thoughts if i did not went online. I was sooooo upset by the lack of enthusiasm in the coming chalet. I really don't like it and response is not only laggy but also lack of interest. I was so angry that i called it off. Afterall, calling it off may be fine as everyone is quite uncertain of the dates available. Everyone is trying to find a job and not free.

Caslista comments: my el is horrendous-ehhh n pls , dun use flowery language when u cant even use them correctly
Edna: i'm stingy and lousy planner
I've enough of your comments, thanks but no thanks.

i know you all don't give a shit about rotaract, but i cannot accept such rudeness.

Both of you all have your own specialities. The BCA, what shit have you all done? Let me ask you all. Every meeting is just some personal meeting to CHAT. Go and think whether have you done your part? Done your exercises? Doing the homework with understanding or just ask a friend to send you?

I have already enough of it and if you think it was sacasm, i have no comments.

Your comments, any way, has affected me greatly. I am treating it as personal attack. Whether you all see it or not... all i'm feeling now is ANGRY. I mean i feel disappointed with myself. Why must i be born with this kind of ugly face who no girls want and would critcise. Having the eyes that would not look straight. Round and likely forever and not slim nor muscular.

I think now both of you must be secretly extremely happy in your hearts. Mind you all, you are already reaching my boiling point.

I "APPRECIATE " your bluntness

"the guitarist"? diaoz....

"I lovvvvvveeeeeee uuuuuu"

haha... nice?
I was at JE's jammin place...


It was fun, although i was not prepared. We were jamming and I was playing the guitar. Daus played the base. Sean was the drummer. I tried drumming, and it was very fun. I liked getting some bits of music right... and its so great...
Anyway, this pic was taken quite a few weeks ago...

Exams are over, it ended on Thurs, 15 sep. Overall, I feel I did not study enough. Really, its NOT enough. I got study, but not thorough. Its like i missed some scraps and pieces out from my studying and HAH! it came out! :( This is so upsetting!

Management - Very badly done. Half of it i was crapping. Not concrete answers. Why? Cannot remember the exact facts. I cannot remember because i did not study enough! I should have started earlier!!!! For my next sem, I must start really start earlier for any for my modules. I feel so disappointed in myself. What can I do? Accept that i already did one of my very best of my knowledge...

POA- most satisfied paper. Most of the things i knew and I'm so glad that although I only started 1 day before the exam, I am still good at it. All thanks to POA O level! O level poa is so complicated compared to this tiny module i took. It is only about slightly less than half of the o's syllabus. :)

Macroeconomics - quite fine, but i know some i do wrongly already. But Some ans i am quite happy the way i answered it. I just hope for the best. haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Now is holidaying time and i'm finding for a job. I am like still working at sentosa, but its on weekends only, so i'm free on weekdays. Currently in progress, my pending job application is to be a credit card promotor, data logger at FMS (NP). Haiz.... dunnoe will get a notz.....

Pictures

Can you see a pic that is extraordinarily special? It it the Chinese Garden one! hahaha.

Lots and lots of things passed this week. I went to watch The maid with Pearlyn from the begining of the week and me forgetting about it and lots of stuff. My week ended with Chinese Garden, Sally and today. Haha

I went Chinese Garden for some rotaract fellowship. I had a greate time as the place is soo nice! hahahaha.. LOts of stuff to see.... a "chicken" wedding, ghost train which is not scary at all and more. Hanging around with raffles city rotaractors was great. They are picture taking freaks. HAHA.

On that day, it was teacher's day too! HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!!!!!! hahahaaha. I saw most of my favourite teachers. Yay. They were very friendly loz.. hahah. I had this plan of having Interact Club HYSS as Ngee Ann's sister club :) heheh... But i don't know will it work ? :)

Friday was a lonely day. I was alone all day. From SDAR to the library. I went to the library to study and rot. I went SDAR to return some form.... haix.... i thursday forget to return....

Anyway, superstar's results was quite a hoooooooos and haaaas for all. Those who cheered on weilian aka Kelvin was very very happy. Those from Kelly's side were all like soooo sad and most of the youngster would prefer Kelly.

Fact no. 1 Weilian is blind. His movements are limited. He cannnot really sing "fast" songs which is full of action and vibrance. As youngsters, most of our definitons of Superstar is one with a good voice, and could perform well too.

Fact no. 2. Weilian uses his voice to "touch" others. Many are touched to tears le.....

I personally feel both are winners la. Both got a music contact, which is sooooooooooooo good! :)