FEBRUARY BABY

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honestand loyal. Determined to reach goals. Lovesfreedom. Rebellious when restricted. Lovesaggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.Gets angry really easily but does not show it.Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friendsbut rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn.Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on theinside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

I fully agree with these descr. lol!!!

didn't do much

erms. i still feel i did not do much today. worked at ssic today and kena scolding from mdm again. stupid CC. don't allow students to use the computers. wah so zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. damn angry lo. i also cannot blame her la. coz Computer Centre called her mahx and complained. wow. shocked that they actually monitor our activity. wowie. hahaha. sounds scary.

then later i did a survey and a majority of them are Chinese Studies girls? Hmm. so weird. why other course people don't loiter around atrium so often but CHS so many? hahaaa. so damn weirdddddddd. hahahaahaa

then later go and buy shoes from jurong east central. i hab to go town tml to buy clothes! haix. I don't have a proper formal wear. so very the upsetting.

When i was at jurong east, i realised i left my IC at lib! OMG. i was so damn worried for my ic. It was left in the scanner. Fortunately, it is still there. HENG!!!! hahahahaahhaa. So it was like i had to go back school to claim my ic before i went to work.

Well, heard that mediacorp is tightening its security. making things more chim. haix. still don' have temp pass - i want! really lor. i really wish to have one. every time i come in have to change ic. so troublesome!

ine looks bad somehow. i am still working on the presentation. haix.

job rejected

i always find myself digging a hole for myself as I always do too many things until i breakdown and then regret. I recently applied for a job at school job portal. I think i should block this site or something like this. Really ah. this website give me a lot of problem.

Flyer distribution - my hand was too itchy and go and press apply. then this time also same.

The company did an interview with me and i think i was about to sell laptops. however, i have to work 2 weekdays and 2 weekends. This is simply so stressful! I mean i have to work. I have no choice. I will DIE like this. if it were to happen. What will happen to my mediacorp job then? So much undue stress. I want to live a simpler life. having too many commitments is very stressful. very traumatic. i am a very responsible person. i hate to disappoint people as i try to get the BEST out of everything - although this is impossible. haix................

I smsed and called the company to revoke the agreement.

i finally appreciate superband(:

Well, these few days have been rather happening, but i think i quite like superband now. i was sitting comfortably in the SBS bus watching the semi finals. nice performances!!! hahaas. but i think some bands should like redo their stuff. The group who sang Ado: jian chi dao di. I think the performance was really very gayish lo. so diaoz 1. the guys slided from from one side to another. haha. so =.=

Then stephanie's song - was very well sang by "Soul". They made the song so mayday (wu yue tian) and the vocalist sang very well!!! cool hahaaha. superband oooooooooooi :)

dots

Well, I was quite pissed today. The match was a draw. Italy v France. Why? Why must i lose money. I nv buy draw lo. so zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Then well today i was quite =.= I bought the rice bowl from the sandwich bar and ate it at atrium. Guess what? Edna and Max appeared. Then Edna was like sniggering and all laughy with max.

Edna: why are you alone?
Me: ......
Edna: so are you going home?
Me: no. doing ECD
Max: aiya. put gear 1 this sem la. take things easy.
Me: ....
Edna: so you do with who?
Me: gabe they all lo
Edna: then why never eat with you (so poor thing voice)
Me: ....

Well, i was thinking: was it concern or was it a fake concern? Was it sympathy or was it emphathy? Was is sarcarism?

Well the relevant people should know the answer.

hmpf

well. i am getting sick of nagging at people. and telling people things. i have repeated my new project for upteem times. zzz. so =.= hahas.

then i&e folks are getting worst and worst. got wad stupid new microsoft update as subject line and timetable change or sth like that. LAME! I mean if you want to get people's attention, you need not resort to such lame methods.

Some people are SPAMMERS and they sent 5 emails of the same thing by different people but same subject. wah lau! really very =.=. do you know i have a hard time clearing my email since lotus email is so not user friendly? I hate pressing control and press multiple email n drag it to delete. i like to select the one i wanna delete and press the delete button. haix. life is not good these days.

random thoughts

sometimes. i wonder. why must i put myself so many things to do, stressing me out? Now i am like working for the school so often that i will iding at SSIC / SSIC (ANNEX) during lunch time. Why must i join a club and be in the committee and keep myself so busy? Keeping myself busy is ok. but i wish life moved slower. i always find myself having lots of things to do. The distribution of flyers job was really very stressful for me - waking up in the wee hours ie 6am when i am not a early waker. I find myself feel so cooped and i find going to lectures are getting a waste of time. really! i mean like all the materials are there? I just need to study? LOL. that is what i feel ar. no oftense. I reallised a lot people around me hate my presence or something. am i really very horrible? I think i must review in my attitudes i hold le. its very difficult to explain, but you know that people call you just because of school. am i really that boring? do i give people that i study all the time? I beg to differ. my results have dropped like mad but the people in my class's result are doing better and better. I failed a common test and i will feel sad over it. because of my failure in tt test, my morale was very low and the presentation for tt module was sloppy. i forgot my lines and i did not like erm understand it properly? For a person like me, i don't need to memorise my things if i understand it. i will juz write the main points on the slide/showcard and i will be able to elaborate without much difficulty.

i cannot help being long winded. because i am one! hahas. i am brought up by my mum who loves nagging. haix.

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tired of living.

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