sometimes. i wonder. why must i put myself so many things to do, stressing me out? Now i am like working for the school so often that i will iding at SSIC / SSIC (ANNEX) during lunch time. Why must i join a club and be in the committee and keep myself so busy? Keeping myself busy is ok. but i wish life moved slower. i always find myself having lots of things to do. The distribution of flyers job was really very stressful for me - waking up in the wee hours ie 6am when i am not a early waker. I find myself feel so cooped and i find going to lectures are getting a waste of time. really! i mean like all the materials are there? I just need to study? LOL. that is what i feel ar. no oftense. I reallised a lot people around me hate my presence or something. am i really very horrible? I think i must review in my attitudes i hold le. its very difficult to explain, but you know that people call you just because of school. am i really that boring? do i give people that i study all the time? I beg to differ. my results have dropped like mad but the people in my class's result are doing better and better. I failed a common test and i will feel sad over it. because of my failure in tt test, my morale was very low and the presentation for tt module was sloppy. i forgot my lines and i did not like erm understand it properly? For a person like me, i don't need to memorise my things if i understand it. i will juz write the main points on the slide/showcard and i will be able to elaborate without much difficulty.
i cannot help being long winded. because i am one! hahas. i am brought up by my mum who loves nagging. haix.
sadly, readers of my blog seldom tag. if you wanna critise me, feel free to add comments or tag. thank you.
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