looking at the past

I stumbled on my old 2005 entries... was shocked at the amount i wrote, and also shocked at the details i made.

I realised when the times go by, my entries get really little. haix...

sometimes, i really feel very tired. i just want to slack and slack. and yet i know i got a lot and a lot of things to do.

1. studies - integrated, IB and TD project still pending... must start to work on it and finish up... IS - WISP still got assignment 2 and 3(individual assignment)

2. Passion Synergy. The talk went on okay. but we still got a lot more things to do! esp the coming camp. yesterday had a meeting... chatted a lot. As now passion synergy is not so fresh any more, impressions of passion start to paint on people's mind. And some impressions are not correct :(

Passion Synergy is not eating up all the community service clubs. We just want to collaborate with the other CCA clubs. We want to help the CCA clubs to achieve a higher success rate for their events. Haix.

3. Rotaract Club - messy and all! heard they are having a online meeting =X

and they are having a camp! yays! yasmin.... must work everything out ok? I will support you all the way!

and project tutor is in a complete mess. I don't care. von cheng must manage this programme! Its making me very unhappy. its a project initiated by me. I don't want my efforts to go to waste. I want more communications. I want things to be sorted out. Awwww.... but i'm juz a participant of proj tutor. I have no right or say in the management of it.

Seriously ah, Rotaract Club, work faster! If you take 2-3 months to plan for a event and the result is i see people rushing things should have been done earlier, I see why should the agenda for each meeting be same, and the answers for each issue be revisited again and again.

and the committee. i really want the best of RAC Ngee Ann, I really want this club to be more well known and have better reputation. stop doing stupid initiatives and if you do things, make it big and good. Like WOL and TEN TONS. Of course these projects have their flaws, but clearly I can see they really want to make an impact in people's life.

Rotaract Idol. if better managed, it will be a hip thing and it will really get the notice of the comm svcs clubs.. I don't know... I dont regret leaving the committee.

But an impt thing is that I ask those in the committee what is happening so that i can help them. I think i have tried my best.