Red Cross Home for the Disabled

haix. how am I going to convince my mum that this is my desired job? all she thinks is MONEY money. MONEY.

MONEY really makes the world go round :( =.=}}

Somebody please rescue me!

learnt sth new today.

what is spiderman's shirt colour
WHITE.

WHY?? go think abt it ba. or u can tag my tagboard :)

ORD Operational Ready Date :)

hello!

finally, i have reached this point. ORD.

I have worked so hard to reach this day.

Did a weekend duty just before I ORD.

On the coming Monday, suppose to go on OFF but work concerns pushed it to afternoon then released

Tuesday went to Nee Soon take my pink ic.

I was looking forward to see Ms Ong, but she was not in office :(

I missed my ISAC card and OA account.

I missed free meals.

I am so into my job until i thought it would not end. but i passed the baton to Welan. Hopes he can do a better job than me:)

I am glad to be out of this med ctr with so much work and so little free time. unlike maju. haix.

ORD LO!

2 years passed with a blink of eye. I went back to MRC. :) And I found a JOB :)

Craze with 就想賴著妳

hahas... these few days busy watching drama serials!!! Love these serials -

就想赖着你 http://tudou.com/playlist/id/7953113/

海派甜心

long break ish now over!!! back to reality!

Thank you!

A late post to thank all my fellow friends, FB friends who bothered to go in FB, click on my name and press some messages. Some also SMSed me. Thank you very much!!!

1st person for FB- Shahira - Meng Family

Followed by sharon zhang, chinsheng, shuning, tse hwee, bernard goh, brandon, rongfang, aiknen, angeline, kath, evangeline, khidhir, zifang, huiping, ivy, jaslyn, bobby, daus, vincent goh, hafiz, erica, simranjit, royston, jeffrey, jessie, huiting, qiongping, cheshong, diaz, lifang, chinsoon, jensen, brenna, jun ping, khalishah, liquan, di jiun, hock, yiwen, and xinting

1st person for SMS - Hock

Followed by sharon zhang, chuan, weitai, sean

kelly zhang - belated :)


I appreciate every single message you send in just to wish me a happy birthday - this year is going to be very uncertain for me - I am going to ORD = I am embarking on my career soon. Meaning worklife for me soon ;[

I pray for the best. I pray for family good health, unlike last years misfortunes.

Thank you for those who make effort to SMS me althoough I was lazy to reply. lol~!

iám back!

hellos!

I am back from blogging! its a brand new year 2010! :)

so many things happened. I hope to just bury it and hope my last 6 mths in JCMC will be safe and fruitful.

:]

lonely

Sometimes,

i feel lonely. i wish i found someone to confide with all my problems. my family problems, my army problems.

i am getting used to work in medical centre. but my skills as a medic is failing. i feel so stressed to do duties.

i have tried my best to drill the ideas into these people's minds. the need to keep the practices running.

my m'am don't want to let me go for the surgery. postponed to jan 10.

i have not been contacting my fren chuan. Tried smsing/calling - not answering.

i realised i have not been cherishing my friends around me. and i have not been contacting them. is it my fault? Haix.

My colleagues do not share the same vision and working style as me. is it my fault? i think i might have made them angry because i am too "on" and a super workerholic. I might have unknowingly made them unhappy because i 'opened' some closed wounds or problems. problems which were here long time ago were opened up and debated.

i agree that i might have made many medics unhappy with me or hate me. Is it too late to say sorry now? why i am facing so much problems is due to my character. but is honesty the best policy? Is telling my superior the trueful situation better than masking her by saying everything is fine?

in my workplace, i realised i keep dealing with ethics and principles when handling problems. should i not tell and tell my boss everything is fine? and motivate my men to solve the problems on my own? or should my boss also know about the problem and reprimand the men?

Solution 1 - tell her everything is fine but internally work out problem -
pros - men will not get a hefty scolding from her. work will be done.
cons - does not work with men who disagree with the procedure and thinks another procedure should be done. men may not work on the issue and problems pile.

Solution 2 - tell her what is going on.
pros - work will definitely get done. There will be bitterness though
cons - men will be unhappy with me. say i bautoh. say i spy. relationship sours.


there has been a lot of stories about me being the smpa, being her spy.

i am not her spy. and i do not report everything i see. i am also a nsf. i am not a regular. i am still getting the miserable pay. my seargeants - get fat pay. sometimes, i feel so envious.

HAIX

AMPT lai lo!

die la. HOW TO PASS AMPT? I SURE FAIL IV :[

Friday duty killers

So much things happened after I blogged the last post.

Firstly, my family.

I did not know what exactly happened. but my dad suffered from a stroke, resulting in excessive brain fluids accumulated in his brain. Was hospitalised for 20 days. now at St Luke hospital.

It is very painful when your family is in hospital and you struggling with school and NS. I did 2 Friday-Sat duties. It is super tiring :(

fri duty finsh rush home. get ready for sch :(

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.