tired

I'm quite tired of my new job. I have found a new job on weekdays - factory work. Work pay is miserable.

booos and hooos

Today's programme of events was one of the most happenning and fun filled ones. In the early afternoon, we met and went around Takashimaya and Cathay Cineleisure to buy cake and present for Karen's Birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! hahaz :) So it was a very nice day. We went KBox and sang lots of songs...singing and singing all kinds of songs.

I would not be full of angry thoughts if i did not went online. I was sooooo upset by the lack of enthusiasm in the coming chalet. I really don't like it and response is not only laggy but also lack of interest. I was so angry that i called it off. Afterall, calling it off may be fine as everyone is quite uncertain of the dates available. Everyone is trying to find a job and not free.

Caslista comments: my el is horrendous-ehhh n pls , dun use flowery language when u cant even use them correctly
Edna: i'm stingy and lousy planner
I've enough of your comments, thanks but no thanks.

i know you all don't give a shit about rotaract, but i cannot accept such rudeness.

Both of you all have your own specialities. The BCA, what shit have you all done? Let me ask you all. Every meeting is just some personal meeting to CHAT. Go and think whether have you done your part? Done your exercises? Doing the homework with understanding or just ask a friend to send you?

I have already enough of it and if you think it was sacasm, i have no comments.

Your comments, any way, has affected me greatly. I am treating it as personal attack. Whether you all see it or not... all i'm feeling now is ANGRY. I mean i feel disappointed with myself. Why must i be born with this kind of ugly face who no girls want and would critcise. Having the eyes that would not look straight. Round and likely forever and not slim nor muscular.

I think now both of you must be secretly extremely happy in your hearts. Mind you all, you are already reaching my boiling point.

I "APPRECIATE " your bluntness

"the guitarist"? diaoz....

"I lovvvvvveeeeeee uuuuuu"

haha... nice?
I was at JE's jammin place...


It was fun, although i was not prepared. We were jamming and I was playing the guitar. Daus played the base. Sean was the drummer. I tried drumming, and it was very fun. I liked getting some bits of music right... and its so great...
Anyway, this pic was taken quite a few weeks ago...

Exams are over, it ended on Thurs, 15 sep. Overall, I feel I did not study enough. Really, its NOT enough. I got study, but not thorough. Its like i missed some scraps and pieces out from my studying and HAH! it came out! :( This is so upsetting!

Management - Very badly done. Half of it i was crapping. Not concrete answers. Why? Cannot remember the exact facts. I cannot remember because i did not study enough! I should have started earlier!!!! For my next sem, I must start really start earlier for any for my modules. I feel so disappointed in myself. What can I do? Accept that i already did one of my very best of my knowledge...

POA- most satisfied paper. Most of the things i knew and I'm so glad that although I only started 1 day before the exam, I am still good at it. All thanks to POA O level! O level poa is so complicated compared to this tiny module i took. It is only about slightly less than half of the o's syllabus. :)

Macroeconomics - quite fine, but i know some i do wrongly already. But Some ans i am quite happy the way i answered it. I just hope for the best. haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Now is holidaying time and i'm finding for a job. I am like still working at sentosa, but its on weekends only, so i'm free on weekdays. Currently in progress, my pending job application is to be a credit card promotor, data logger at FMS (NP). Haiz.... dunnoe will get a notz.....

Pictures

Can you see a pic that is extraordinarily special? It it the Chinese Garden one! hahaha.

Lots and lots of things passed this week. I went to watch The maid with Pearlyn from the begining of the week and me forgetting about it and lots of stuff. My week ended with Chinese Garden, Sally and today. Haha

I went Chinese Garden for some rotaract fellowship. I had a greate time as the place is soo nice! hahahaha.. LOts of stuff to see.... a "chicken" wedding, ghost train which is not scary at all and more. Hanging around with raffles city rotaractors was great. They are picture taking freaks. HAHA.

On that day, it was teacher's day too! HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!!!!!! hahahaaha. I saw most of my favourite teachers. Yay. They were very friendly loz.. hahah. I had this plan of having Interact Club HYSS as Ngee Ann's sister club :) heheh... But i don't know will it work ? :)

Friday was a lonely day. I was alone all day. From SDAR to the library. I went to the library to study and rot. I went SDAR to return some form.... haix.... i thursday forget to return....

Anyway, superstar's results was quite a hoooooooos and haaaas for all. Those who cheered on weilian aka Kelvin was very very happy. Those from Kelly's side were all like soooo sad and most of the youngster would prefer Kelly.

Fact no. 1 Weilian is blind. His movements are limited. He cannnot really sing "fast" songs which is full of action and vibrance. As youngsters, most of our definitons of Superstar is one with a good voice, and could perform well too.

Fact no. 2. Weilian uses his voice to "touch" others. Many are touched to tears le.....

I personally feel both are winners la. Both got a music contact, which is sooooooooooooo good! :)

finally....

MY BLOG~~~~!!!


Yay! Its finally back and working! I have been REALLY busy with things. I think I have went crazy over work and forgotten about blogging. I feel really quite sad about it loz.. haix.... hahaha....

Stupid person who created the skin.

His server with the skin is gone and my blog died. I guess people wondered what happened.

I apologise for the inconvenience. Heheheheee...

I was busy with
1. work
2. school
3. projects

Life at sentosa have been great. i enjoyed the days there. And I value it. Really. Although I keep hearing the unhapiness from them, but i know their reasons for their anger. I can imagine my unhapiness when i arrived at 7.10pm for a 7.40pm show but locked out ... :( ... hahaa

School was fine, but I have to struggle with tutorials sometimes. It can be quite frustrating... hahahaa... I don't like macroecons and don't understand some vital parts -_-

POA was fine. However, I am far too careless le.... DIE! I must really work hard. Management I have to really sit there to STUDY. There is so much to REMEMBER!!!! haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Projects was quite bad. I was stressed over projects and it gave me a lot of moodiness. I was like rushing over them - for IAC and LMS.... I don't know how is the results. I really hope it fine.

BMGT was terrible. I was soo lazy! I never do until last minute...

WCOM test was a horror as I screwed up my troubleshooting report.. haix.... My format was wrong loz. My headings were wrong. So as my prepared for and prepared by. I wrote as reported by and reported for.

Life was not so smooth sailing after all.

Anyway, I realised that in my class, I do not belong to a group like ie Calista, Edna, and other or hui qi, hushi and others. I am sandwiched in between.

I feel so weird sometimes..... I cannot find a friend as good as my secondary school days. I really don't know.

My class is very competitive. I am getting ready to aim for a straight Bs for my results. I don't know the others. I think straight As bahx....

MY SKIN WILL CHANGE. IT WILL. When I'm freee, i WILL change is soon.. ahahahaaaa

workin - sentosa ooi!!!!

I am very sorry for for finding time to update my blog. I feel very guilty about it and and i realised i have been very lazy. REALLY! I am slacking far too much. What i am going to do to stop this laziness is to do homework first. When i reach home, my first task is to do HOMEWORK! I cannot afford to go online and chat and do NOTHING :( My grades for the common test were quite ok. But my class is doing much better than me!!!!!!!

I got people getting 19.5/20 when i only got 14.5/20 :( for my Macroecons
I got people getting 94/100 when i got 88.5/100 for BCA
I got people getting 86/100 when i got 72.5/100 for POA.

The disappointment i face the most is POA. I find myself very very careless for POA loz...

haix...




ok... now i discuss about last week.... I was sort of busy with work? Life is different when you go back to the workforce now. I found a job at Sentosa as a weekend crowd controller. Sounds sophiscated eh? I agree too. Now i have worked there as this position for 2 days. I am quite familiar with the job now. :) It is like Sentosa's Musical Fountain is VERY popular on Saturdays and Sundays. So even when the show starts at 7.40pm, by 7pm plus, the place would be FULL and we would close the gates and persuade the people to go for the next show

The problem with sentosa's cable car services
1. It stops at 9pm

When the next show starts at 8.40pm and and tourists who wish to take a cable car home cannot do that. Since by the show ended, it would be 9.10pm. So people want to catch the last cable car back to habourfront....

Then again, they come at 7pm, thinking there are places; even there are no places, they think they would be able to stand and watch.

For the sake of everyone's safety, we would not compromise and let people in. So they would be very angry.... scolding, grumbling, giving bogus reasons and lots of stuff.

So i would be welcoming the folks and stuff. I also try to convince them that they can take a bus ride back to Singapore island.

I went for interview on Monday and training on Friday. I feel so happy! Finally, I have some spare cash now. :)

I have invited Daus and Sean to work with me. Very soon, both of them would be working with me! Yay!!!!

So lessons was okay, but i am not doing tutorial questions. So from today, DAY 1, i would do all relevant assignments , before i start touching my laptop. Maybe i switch on music, but no!!!! no online!!!!!! haahha!!!! i must learn to self control...

all about other things!

ooops! i realised that my programmes during my short 2 day break was more than expected. HAha! Sorry for not doing the entries on MLM and her..... i think its better to do the even entries as i forget them easily =)

Okay. Here is how i spent my 4 days of short rest - thurs, fri, sat and sun.

Thurs
I went out with daus to ITE Dover. He had cca - photography. i waited for him at the canteen. I explored his campus and found it quite big. :) Later suddenly sean called up. He was asking me where was i. i was quite shocked as the day before, he seemed to give me the impression that he was not going. And he was going? I was like caught unprepared. Heheee

So later we (daus and I) met up with jian wei (another surprise) and sean. We went to Parklane - to look at guitars. Daus was planning to buy but not on that day. Sean was quite disappointed as he thought daus was buying a guitar on that day. Daus was like hurrying here and there. He got lessons at 2pm and yet we were still at dhoby ghaut at 1.30pm HAHA! So he called up his teacher to tell him that he would be late....

Then daus left us... leaving the rest of us. Sean suggested pool and we readily agreed. Jian Wei have not played pool before. So he learnt pool on that day. Pool lesson from sean and i. haha! i cannot teach la.... the gabriels in my class are much more professional than me and they should be teaching him. Too bad jian wei don't know them. I won two matches - with jian wei and another with sean. Sean was blur enough to shoot the black ball in. And tada! I won! hahah:)

I rushed off to raffles place, thinking there would be another job opportunity for me. and guess what? Its MLM!!!! NUGGET! i hate such stuff.

I was angry then i remember i had another mission - to replace my house's cable TV remote control. I went to OUB centre to replace my remote control. I was hoping to find a bank in OUB centre. So i just happily went up 3 escalators not finding a bank. Disappointed, I went out and found out the banks were nearby! What dah? haha! So i went to the bank to find out about my TX card. It is a debit card i recently made. It looks so nice and classic. Screw the scams. I heard about the hackage of computer systems. My father was like warning me and i was quite pissed.

So what happened? Thinking that banks close at 5plus. I went to a place to makan. Its like a sandwich with coffee/tea that costs $2.50 (plus free refill)? Cheap! haha. then i ate that and a carrot cake, $3.50. All expensive food. I think i am a bit too rich le :( I spent a little too much.

Guess what? The bank closed when i reached there. It closed at 4pm !!!!!! haix....

So i went home, feeling a bit disappointed. Later i went for a small jog with good old daus at the park at clementi :)

Fri
Went to SAJC's installation. I was feeling very bored initally. Called Ben to chat. He livened my mood! However, overall, ACJC's installation was a success. It's like it was quite simple, but very enriching and touching. The seniors - year 2s were graduating from the club and were stepping down. So there were tears, meaningful words and stuff.

Next stop, one fullerton. I went there to have a briefing on the origins of rotaract, rotary and interact club. It was enriching but there was only drinks only, no refreshments then so hungry? haha!

Sat
Went for rotaract club meeting in the morning. We talked about the stuff and now i got namecard now!!! :)

I went to suntec city to find peising (pearlyn) and michelle. So its was like in the morning i did not eat till 4 plus. I bought subway and ate while they played sticks. We met because of Karen's daughter birthday celebration. We went to esplanade to celebrate this special event. So we chatted a lot, including work matters and and stuff. Things have changed a bit here and there since i left.

We went to the makansutra recommended foods place to eat. That day was a memorable day as we were near the padang. Then they were celebrating national day rehearsal. So we heard the aeroplanes, the parashooters and the 21 gun salute. ;P then the cannon sounds were very loud loz.. likw mini explosions.... heheeee. So while we were eating, we had the advantage to watch the fireworks while eating! The fireworks were spectacular and its was very very nice and colourful.

Today
i went to taman jurong with daus in the morning. He wanted me to help the small kids to bring them to taman jurong CC so i was like blur and sleep and forced myself to wake up at 8am. Lucky daus messaged me! So i took daus' father's car to taman jurong. I was sooo sleepy that my eyes could hardly keep open. I went to buy sandwich at 7-Eleven. Ate there with Big Gulp at 2.80 whereby the i just spent 20 cents on drinks! =)

later i just rotted around at Taman Jurong CC and i did NOTHING! ahah....... such a waste of time..... haix.. should not have promised daus...haha.... i sat the aircon room and enjoyed myself. so boring! ahhaa. I saw Mr. Thaman and his wife. his wife is a chinese! :)

Everything blurred then i went home with daus. I went to ABC enterprise to look around. Daus treat me mr softee and chicken rice :) Hahaaaaa... he should... as he won the best in Malay prize!!! haha good for him. Sean won best in English. Me? NONE!!! :( Then Benjamin won best in e maths/a maths (not sure) or maybe Chinese. Haaix... i am left along not going back to old school to get a prize. Even Clement won something too! ............................................................

Okkk... long story eh... happy reading :)

test test test....

So what common test i had?

1. POA
2. Macroeconomics
3. BCA

Poa was not bad but...... my cash ledger and general journal had problems. Everybody said that the balance for Cash Ledger is 15 000 (Dr) was the answer. I got 12 000 :( How? Where is my 3000? It flew away? I feel very sad loz... Don't know what exactly happened. :( The written answers - i am not very very confident about my answers. Some my answers were quite crappy.

Macroecons was a MCQ/ true or false paper. When i did the paper, i feel that this paper is very tricky, not not direct. Until now, some of the questions i cannot determine the answers.
=(Anyway.. i slacked quite a lot for this subject. I don't know why. I just felt very lazy....

BCA was okay. I felt quite confident in the paper. I think i should okay or well bahx. As the class rep for TB 25, i was assigned to give out the test papers. Then for BCA, TB 25 is combined with TB 26. So i gave out papers to students i don't know. I felt so weird. I felt like i was some new teacher giving out test papers to students. If it's my class, i feel the sense of belonging and i would just willingly give. Then TB 26 folks (one of them) asked me "you give ar?"

Then i was like slightly irritated as like thinking: why can't i give?Haha

The studying process

The studying to all these test involved the heavy use of library rooms. Yes. Study rooms in the library. Haha. I used all the library room resources to gave discussions, revisions and stuff. There were rainy days whereby study sessions still continued. Haha. Had lots of fun with the discussions. Some auntie librarian who chose our room to chide Edna for drinking in the library. Ordering McDonald delivery. The truth unveils about Yan Jie. Hahaaaaaa.. and lots more. Initial D. :):) The signature. The chewing gum. hehezzzz

some updates on certain events =)

Haha! Finally, the tests are over. Common test was over on Wed, 10am onwards! I found out i was quite lucky as many are still having some tests till Friday :) So i have the privilege of resting for a few days. Hence, i have decided to publish some entries about my thoughts about some issues. :)

1. test test tests.....
2. MLM FAQs
3. all about her

ramblings part 2

Now i am blogging again. Hhaha.... the previous entry about dephanie's birthday was on 9th july okie? dun mix up ah..... i blogged it exactly 1 week after the celebration... haha

so how's life for me?


*fine?* not too bad


so what interesting stuff happened today? I got a haircut.

So what is my entry all about then? yesterday, 16th july.

Yesterday, I went for an installation of Queenstown rotaract club. It was held at yishun so i took 1hr to reach there.

After meeting soon chye and another guy from rp - Bing xian, we set off to yishun park - block 658.

The folks were very friendly. So its like i met rotarians frm SMU, SP, RP, NYP and raffles city and many more

So what we did? Sat down and chat. introduce ourselves and stuff. People say ngee ann... quite wow wow feel from them :) The friendliest ws the raffles city and singapore west... whereby the singapore west guy is becoming a teacher and is quite jovial. So how much i paid for it? $12. Sounds ex. eh? i agree too. But nevermind. i won something great. =)

it was like they had this fund raising drive cum lucky dip. You donate $1 and get 1 chance of lucky dip. So it was like i donated $1 and then i put my hands into the box. Then ta da! i took that piece of paper out. It read " 1 ". I was like thinking what was it i have won. The girl was like shocked and said that i won the first prize! i was like in a daze then i just took the box home loz.. The box very nicely wrapped. haha. Not everyone so lucky lor. My friend got a cup and a pair of pens.. some got erasers... then of course, people also got get 2nd prize. I heard it was a shaver.. hahaaaa.... 3rd 4th prizes were also available to be won =P

So what's the prize then? i got a vcd, mp3 cum game player! it has free cds that has games :) and also thet remote controllers for gaming. hahaha.... sounds so fun! i haven't connect it to my house's TV yet. but i am excited about it. When wednesday comes, i can lay my hands of this thing. YAY!

When we went home, soon chye and i were blur enough to walk from yishun to kartib MRT. So we took a bus back to yishun.. heheheeeee.....

that's all. my little friends *wink*

arghh.... still got macroecons and bca to work on....