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Friday, October 14, 2005

last week....

Last week was great when it was the ending of the week. On friday, it was my last day of work. My mum and I rejoiced by ordering some dishes for dinner, to be eaten with rice. It was so nice! The food was really good. After that, we dropped by the bakery which was near the market and i saw something cute - A CAT curling up at the corner of the shop. Mum and i were quite excited as we watched the cat licked its fur and i played with him by making some noises and took some pictures of it


















hello!

errrr ... may i know what do you want?

what a nice place to lick myself....

On sat afternoon, mum and I went to eat kuay chap. This food is actually the intestines, skin of the pig and other inerts. It also includes tofu, egg, braised meat and stuff. The stall was quite slow in preparing the food. Hence, a cat also appeared and sat down on the floor and stared at me. I think it wanted food as it was hungry

can i have some food?

After a long wait, the cat looked frustrated and left the place. It was like 10 seconds later, the food came. What a pity! Haha! I was laughing at the cat's impatience.

factory memories

i have left Venture last friday and i'm sooooo happy! I will not miss the place much, although this place may be a good source to earn good money with lots of OTs. I cannot survive and i think by having an alternate job like sentosa, i am fine with anything. Here are some pictures i have taken on my last day of work...















the. uncle. who. smiled. to. the. camera.















What a nice place for all the goods to stay in -_-


















The bird invested pantry [birds' second home] =X














the never coming lift. Its takes like years to come. The one and only popular lift. Poor sharon in her ugly baggy uniform.















OMG! Are the orders for these printers 2000 again? :(



yay!!!! they are packed ready =.=

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

results

well... results were out on 6th oct. I was working on that day, in the factory. I almost freaked out when i my phone rang at 8.29am. It not not even 9am, my results was released. I was staring at it and i saw C :( :( :S

My results are just average and there a lot and a lot who did better than me. I need to get at least 3 As to achieve my aim- GPA of 3.5 to 3.6

MODULE GRADE
------------ ---------
BUSINESS COMPUTING APPLICATIONS B+
MACROECONOMICS C+
WRITTEN BUSINESS COMMUNICATION B
LIFE MANAGEMENT SKILLS B+
INDIVIDUAL AND THE COMMUNITY B
BUSINESS MANAGEMENT B
PRINCIPLES OF ACCOUNTING A

GPA = 3.2083

haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Monday, October 10, 2005

chalet

I have finally had my own class chalet, personally organised by me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i mean its quite an experience for me, since its my first time.

Who went?

1. me
2. dephanie
3. edna
4. ann
5.iwan
6. gabe teo
7. gabe seow
8. calista
9. deph frenz aaron
10. deph's frenz kamarl
11. deph's frenz moomoo

the success
- the food(tastes so good)
- the addtional people invited by deph (or else i shall DIE)
- the fun (pillow fights, custom made houses for cali's sis)
- the games (the dares, laughed until i was crazy)
- the mingle of new folks VS us. (they are so helpful people)

the disappointments
- the lack of enthusiasm (if not why must i threaten to cancel?)
- the last minute backouts and placement of higher priorty for things (weisin fell sick :S and more)
- the expensive bbq (dephanie prepared good food for us, but it was ex ex ex for us. it was a bit too much also)
- people are not paying up or paying low amounts

conclusion: methods of the way it worked is too fragile. i think i will not have it unless every agrees to pay before doing all the booking and stuff.

When i was in sec 3/4, my class chalets were cheap as there is like 40 people to ask to go and usually, about 20, half of strength went. now in my situation, if half class went, its only 10 people and it would be expensive

I think next time we just meet to eat and have dinner is much better. There would not be so much stress.

Sunday, September 25, 2005

tired

I'm quite tired of my new job. I have found a new job on weekdays - factory work. Work pay is miserable.

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

booos and hooos

Today's programme of events was one of the most happenning and fun filled ones. In the early afternoon, we met and went around Takashimaya and Cathay Cineleisure to buy cake and present for Karen's Birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! hahaz :) So it was a very nice day. We went KBox and sang lots of songs...singing and singing all kinds of songs.

I would not be full of angry thoughts if i did not went online. I was sooooo upset by the lack of enthusiasm in the coming chalet. I really don't like it and response is not only laggy but also lack of interest. I was so angry that i called it off. Afterall, calling it off may be fine as everyone is quite uncertain of the dates available. Everyone is trying to find a job and not free.

Caslista comments: my el is horrendous-ehhh n pls , dun use flowery language when u cant even use them correctly
Edna: i'm stingy and lousy planner
I've enough of your comments, thanks but no thanks.

i know you all don't give a shit about rotaract, but i cannot accept such rudeness.

Both of you all have your own specialities. The BCA, what shit have you all done? Let me ask you all. Every meeting is just some personal meeting to CHAT. Go and think whether have you done your part? Done your exercises? Doing the homework with understanding or just ask a friend to send you?

I have already enough of it and if you think it was sacasm, i have no comments.

Your comments, any way, has affected me greatly. I am treating it as personal attack. Whether you all see it or not... all i'm feeling now is ANGRY. I mean i feel disappointed with myself. Why must i be born with this kind of ugly face who no girls want and would critcise. Having the eyes that would not look straight. Round and likely forever and not slim nor muscular.

I think now both of you must be secretly extremely happy in your hearts. Mind you all, you are already reaching my boiling point.

I "APPRECIATE " your bluntness

Saturday, September 17, 2005

"the guitarist"? diaoz....

"I lovvvvvveeeeeee uuuuuu"

haha... nice?
I was at JE's jammin place...


It was fun, although i was not prepared. We were jamming and I was playing the guitar. Daus played the base. Sean was the drummer. I tried drumming, and it was very fun. I liked getting some bits of music right... and its so great...
Anyway, this pic was taken quite a few weeks ago...

Exams are over, it ended on Thurs, 15 sep. Overall, I feel I did not study enough. Really, its NOT enough. I got study, but not thorough. Its like i missed some scraps and pieces out from my studying and HAH! it came out! :( This is so upsetting!

Management - Very badly done. Half of it i was crapping. Not concrete answers. Why? Cannot remember the exact facts. I cannot remember because i did not study enough! I should have started earlier!!!! For my next sem, I must start really start earlier for any for my modules. I feel so disappointed in myself. What can I do? Accept that i already did one of my very best of my knowledge...

POA- most satisfied paper. Most of the things i knew and I'm so glad that although I only started 1 day before the exam, I am still good at it. All thanks to POA O level! O level poa is so complicated compared to this tiny module i took. It is only about slightly less than half of the o's syllabus. :)

Macroeconomics - quite fine, but i know some i do wrongly already. But Some ans i am quite happy the way i answered it. I just hope for the best. haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Now is holidaying time and i'm finding for a job. I am like still working at sentosa, but its on weekends only, so i'm free on weekdays. Currently in progress, my pending job application is to be a credit card promotor, data logger at FMS (NP). Haiz.... dunnoe will get a notz.....

Monday, September 05, 2005

Pictures






Can you see a pic that is extraordinarily special? It it the Chinese Garden one! hahaha.

Lots and lots of things passed this week. I went to watch The maid with Pearlyn from the begining of the week and me forgetting about it and lots of stuff. My week ended with Chinese Garden, Sally and today. Haha

I went Chinese Garden for some rotaract fellowship. I had a greate time as the place is soo nice! hahahaha.. LOts of stuff to see.... a "chicken" wedding, ghost train which is not scary at all and more. Hanging around with raffles city rotaractors was great. They are picture taking freaks. HAHA.

On that day, it was teacher's day too! HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!!!!!! hahahaaha. I saw most of my favourite teachers. Yay. They were very friendly loz.. hahah. I had this plan of having Interact Club HYSS as Ngee Ann's sister club :) heheh... But i don't know will it work ? :)

Friday was a lonely day. I was alone all day. From SDAR to the library. I went to the library to study and rot. I went SDAR to return some form.... haix.... i thursday forget to return....

Anyway, superstar's results was quite a hoooooooos and haaaas for all. Those who cheered on weilian aka Kelvin was very very happy. Those from Kelly's side were all like soooo sad and most of the youngster would prefer Kelly.

Fact no. 1 Weilian is blind. His movements are limited. He cannnot really sing "fast" songs which is full of action and vibrance. As youngsters, most of our definitons of Superstar is one with a good voice, and could perform well too.

Fact no. 2. Weilian uses his voice to "touch" others. Many are touched to tears le.....

I personally feel both are winners la. Both got a music contact, which is sooooooooooooo good! :)

Thursday, August 25, 2005

finally....

MY BLOG~~~~!!!


Yay! Its finally back and working! I have been REALLY busy with things. I think I have went crazy over work and forgotten about blogging. I feel really quite sad about it loz.. haix.... hahaha....

Stupid person who created the skin.

His server with the skin is gone and my blog died. I guess people wondered what happened.

I apologise for the inconvenience. Heheheheee...

I was busy with
1. work
2. school
3. projects

Life at sentosa have been great. i enjoyed the days there. And I value it. Really. Although I keep hearing the unhapiness from them, but i know their reasons for their anger. I can imagine my unhapiness when i arrived at 7.10pm for a 7.40pm show but locked out ... :( ... hahaa

School was fine, but I have to struggle with tutorials sometimes. It can be quite frustrating... hahahaa... I don't like macroecons and don't understand some vital parts -_-

POA was fine. However, I am far too careless le.... DIE! I must really work hard. Management I have to really sit there to STUDY. There is so much to REMEMBER!!!! haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Projects was quite bad. I was stressed over projects and it gave me a lot of moodiness. I was like rushing over them - for IAC and LMS.... I don't know how is the results. I really hope it fine.

BMGT was terrible. I was soo lazy! I never do until last minute...

WCOM test was a horror as I screwed up my troubleshooting report.. haix.... My format was wrong loz. My headings were wrong. So as my prepared for and prepared by. I wrote as reported by and reported for.

Life was not so smooth sailing after all.

Anyway, I realised that in my class, I do not belong to a group like ie Calista, Edna, and other or hui qi, hushi and others. I am sandwiched in between.

I feel so weird sometimes..... I cannot find a friend as good as my secondary school days. I really don't know.

My class is very competitive. I am getting ready to aim for a straight Bs for my results. I don't know the others. I think straight As bahx....

MY SKIN WILL CHANGE. IT WILL. When I'm freee, i WILL change is soon.. ahahahaaaa

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

workin - sentosa ooi!!!!

I am very sorry for for finding time to update my blog. I feel very guilty about it and and i realised i have been very lazy. REALLY! I am slacking far too much. What i am going to do to stop this laziness is to do homework first. When i reach home, my first task is to do HOMEWORK! I cannot afford to go online and chat and do NOTHING :( My grades for the common test were quite ok. But my class is doing much better than me!!!!!!!

I got people getting 19.5/20 when i only got 14.5/20 :( for my Macroecons
I got people getting 94/100 when i got 88.5/100 for BCA
I got people getting 86/100 when i got 72.5/100 for POA.

The disappointment i face the most is POA. I find myself very very careless for POA loz...

haix...




ok... now i discuss about last week.... I was sort of busy with work? Life is different when you go back to the workforce now. I found a job at Sentosa as a weekend crowd controller. Sounds sophiscated eh? I agree too. Now i have worked there as this position for 2 days. I am quite familiar with the job now. :) It is like Sentosa's Musical Fountain is VERY popular on Saturdays and Sundays. So even when the show starts at 7.40pm, by 7pm plus, the place would be FULL and we would close the gates and persuade the people to go for the next show

The problem with sentosa's cable car services
1. It stops at 9pm

When the next show starts at 8.40pm and and tourists who wish to take a cable car home cannot do that. Since by the show ended, it would be 9.10pm. So people want to catch the last cable car back to habourfront....

Then again, they come at 7pm, thinking there are places; even there are no places, they think they would be able to stand and watch.

For the sake of everyone's safety, we would not compromise and let people in. So they would be very angry.... scolding, grumbling, giving bogus reasons and lots of stuff.

So i would be welcoming the folks and stuff. I also try to convince them that they can take a bus ride back to Singapore island.

I went for interview on Monday and training on Friday. I feel so happy! Finally, I have some spare cash now. :)

I have invited Daus and Sean to work with me. Very soon, both of them would be working with me! Yay!!!!

So lessons was okay, but i am not doing tutorial questions. So from today, DAY 1, i would do all relevant assignments , before i start touching my laptop. Maybe i switch on music, but no!!!! no online!!!!!! haahha!!!! i must learn to self control...